I am bloody nervous!

Waiting for the O'level result is really wrecking my nervous system. I know I should not be but judging from my prelim, it is little wonder that I break out in sweats everytime I think about the O'level. And mind you, I have a feeling that I did rather poorly in

• English
• POA
• Humans
• Sciences

The fact that I am not confident in my English and POA is really troubling me.
What if I get a c5 for English?! I am hoping for a B4 the least. A2 ain't so bad but who am I kidding with my atrocious grammar that even a 12 year old kid could beat me to it. I am back to online shopping to alleviate any stress that comes by. Working till my O'level is release as I don't want to go on Holiday with something on my mind.

I hate major exams. They just don't let you live in peace.

I still remember after the PSLE are completely over and I had to wait one painful month for the results to be released. I was practically worrying about it EVERY SINGLE DAY! without fail. Before the day of the release, I was super nervous but manage to get some shut eye around midnight. It was a horror time for me. But - the thing is, as much as I worry, I was confident that I did my best and as for this time, I felt that I wasted 4 years for nothing!

I pray that I get some dream about my results slip which I did 5 years back.

Labels: January 2008