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Saturday, March 29, 2008
off to bangkok

One more week and I am going to THAILAND!

I know. No biggie. It is just another asian country.
But considering the fact that I have been in and out of the country since my trip from Australia, it is a big deal for me on how I could manage all these despite my meager salary!

Within a short 3 months,
I have been to Melbourne, Bali, Kuala Lumpur and soon to be Bangkok.
Was hopping for Hong Kong too but .... I guess, Bangkok is more for teenagers like me.

4 days. Bringing with me about SGD700.
Another SGD300 as spare. Going to shop like a crazy moronic bitch!

Chatuchak, Pratunam, MaBoonKrong, Platinum, Victoria Monument, Memorial Bridge, Floating Market and Hard Rock Cafe.
Been to there but the thing is .... that was ages ago! It was when shopping has yet to appeal me and mummy was holding tight onto my bank account.

Now with my own, I can do whatever I want.

Oh and did I mention that my dad is giving me some buckaroos too?

Hehehehehe.....

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Thursday, March 27, 2008
Happy girl.

I am saving right after my trip from *ehem*ehem*

I need to save at least SGD15000.
I want to do what nobody else in my family have ever done which is to go to a country to learn a language. Intensive one that is for 2 months.

Currently not too sure whether it will be in Japan or China to study either Japanese or Chinese.

I will see whichever that I could afford. Chinese is better to be studied in Singapore because we are you know... Good enough? And anyway, I do not want to acquire their accent which is kinda heavy for me.

Going to Kuala Lumpur this saturday night.
It was an impromptu decision. Staying for 4 days.
After that 2 days in Singapore and I am off again. Staying for 4 days again.
After that 2 days in Singapore again and I MIGHT go off again. Which means I might be skipping the so-called compulsory orientation.

Will only be staying still in Singapore on 13th Night.
Man. I should search for a job that requires me to fly out of country often.

I will be the happiest girl alive.

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Sunday, March 23, 2008
i hate you

I have let my anger be known.
I have let my hatred be known.


I sms my brother this

"Damn you! I hate you for this!"

And I won't retort back. I think for him right now, losing me is just a simple option. I know they say that blood is stronger than anything but until he does something to soothe me, I will never ever forgive that shit head!

He prefer his girlfriend and friends now. I still prefer my family more than anything else.

I will never give in even if he have money problem. And I will take as much of his money as I like. I really hate him. I hope he reads my blog. So that he will know how much hatred I have for him. It is damn painful but I really do hate him.

Man, I am always crying when I think of him and the past. We used to be the best of friends but time changes us. We will sllep in the same room and crack jokes in the middle of the night. I can tell any jokes within hurting him but now, I feel like I don't know.

Somehow, I don't feel like his sister anymore. I feel like a stranger.

I really hate my brother.

But it's all right. I still have my sisters to replace him.
That pathetic ass.
I have already replace him with my cousin who use tobe my tutor.

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Saturday, March 22, 2008
dramamama

I am currently watching
"Fated to Love you"

Man... Although it is only the first episode but I find the sypnosis really good - like all other drama -___-" Somehow they have the same plot but, I just seem to like it. And I cannot wait for the continuation of the story.

Currently into
- It started with a kiss: They kiss again : A tad boring though. XiangQin becoming more stupid and naive day by day which is getting pretty tiring. But the most anticipating part is when ZhiShu become jealous!

- Fated to Love you: Nice nice nice. Typical drama but I like so shut up.

- One Pound Gospel: Real funny comedy drama. About a glutton boxer who falls for a nun. And guess what?! The nun has feeling for him too!!

- Mean Girl Ah Chu: Have yet to watch cos I am in my cousin's house. So I don't really feel good hogging their computer as it is a well known fact that I can sit through 8 hours infront of the computer watching drama non stop.

2 more weeks and I am out of Singapore again!
In fact next week I will be out for ... 2 days? Either Monday or Thursday.

I am really anticipating my disappearance.

Btw. I have SO many pictures to post up. My australia. My bali. My KL. and whatsoever nonsense. But I am just tooo lazy to put it up in blogger and post a short summaries about what happened in the pictures and the shitsnits.

Bye la.

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
surprise trip

Okay. I know this may seem way too early!

But I really need to do the planning waaaay before the day comes to light.
Next year, my cousin will be hitting her 31st birthday which is on July the 27th.
This year will be the big 3o but then I am cash strap!

So alright. I planned to do it next year and book everything during the Natas fair.
I am planning on a trip to .... Hong Kong!
I will only pay for her flight and accommodation. Plus a surprise birthday cake on her birthday.
I definitely cannot support her shopping. She can be as crazy as me!

Apparently, her birthday falls on the non-peak period.

Oh my god! I forgot I have school!
Okay her birthday falls on Monday next year. Maybe! Just maybe, I will skip 2 days worth of school. Or I fly on Friday evening and return on Tuesday morning?

I don't know. I just have to do something.
If not. I will plan a trip to Kuala Lumpur? Stay in a posh hotel but she must drive la ....
Me no driving license sia. But I pay for the petrol and the eating expenses....
I don't know. I will make a slow planning this year.

Yeah. The Thailand trip is going on smoothly. Mom knows about it and can do nothing cos I have already booked it. Working my ass now to get money for the trip.

Owe mom: SGD600
Owe Granny: SGD500
Owe Cousin: SGD150

Thailand trip total expenses: SGD600

Mom - will be paying her SGD150 per/month. 4 months out.
Granny - will be paying her SGD250 per/month. 2 months out.
Cousin - will pay her one shot.

Thailand trip - will beg daddy =)

Hmmmmm..... getting my laptop tomorrow. Going to be one lousy and cheapskate brand. I told my mom to just upgrade my current one but she said to just get a new one altogether.

Pink promise with her : excel in studies and do her proud.

excel in studies - possible but not that really great marks la. I got the feeling that I will need to put in a lot of effort for this course. It's going to be tough. May be interested in technology but what I am venturing into is not something that I can thoroughly comprehend. Furthermore I have alot to catch up.

Do we have to buy books?

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Sunday, March 16, 2008
letting off some anger

You know. This fucking fact disgusts me.

How dare my brother forgets my birthday!
How shame of him to be called my brother! I have never ever in my life felt so disappointed about someone when they forgets about my birthday! It is like, he used to be my best friend. The only person that will understand me and will do everything together. But since the appearance of a new women in his life, everything changed. I doubt he even know that I am starting school soon. or that I am going away again for another 4 days.

I will hate him for this.
I have never forgotten about his birthday. I may not have given him presents that often but I have never forgotten me.

Is 6th of February that hard to remember?!
I don't think so! I even remember my cousins birthdays!!
I am nothing in his eyes right now because of a new person that has entered his life.

And I am hating every single moment of it.
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You know. Some people are just a pussy two-fucked-face.

When they first came to know about my pierced-belly, they will just assume I am a wild girl who fucked around strangers and club the night away with booze stuck to my throat. Fuckers.

They say this to my cousin
"Eh! Don't think that cousin of yours as an angel. She just did something bad"

Oh. So piercing means there's a larger hole down my vagina?

For fuck sake.

The hole is on my belly!
I pierced it because I like it and I still do.
I like showing off my pierced belly while wearing bikini - although not too often.

And hello! Speaking of me being wild, what about you?! Staying in a HOTEL with a guy with raging testerone! Need I remind you that it was not once? And that you have more than one boyfriend at a shot?!

And while we are on the topic of looking wild, look who dyed her hair golden looking like a sick ah lian! And what about those 8 ear holes and counting!? And what about you, who want to pierce the eyebrow?

At least mine, it is not really seen in the public eyes unless in my bikini.

And who are you to judge me and say that I am wild!?
Rebellious - yes. I cheated. I stole. I played truant. I got suspension.

But wild? That is far from my dictionary.
I don't sleep around. I don't drink. I don't really club. I don't smoke.

While you are everything of that.

So pussy face. Check the up the dictionary and read up on the meaning of wild.

It means YOU.

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
moneymoneymoney...MONEY!!

I am in my cousin's house.
My favorite cousin since young. Because I always stayed at their home very much often during my childhood days. I remembered smearing my auntie's lipstick in secret thinking it makes my lips look plumper - or however you say it. And parading around with their high heels.

I might not post up any soon. I don't know. Going to be in Kuala Lumpur for awhile before coming back this Sunday. And then I have to resume with my heavy schedule of registering for tertiary school and also with work. My cousin gave me off day tomorrow therefore when I comeback from holiday, I have to work full for the next 14 days!

My Indonesian drama =(

Never mind more money for shopping.

School is starting and therefore, more reason for me to shop.
Although I sucked at dressing up, but I will try my best to look atleast a little presentable.
It's the least I can do.

I like fashion but somehow dressing myself up for the kind of fashion that I like is a whole different thing altogether. It's very troublesome and full of work....

Oh and I am only retiring from work on 11th of April.

3 days before school commence.
For the sake of money, I will make do with little time for school preparation.

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Monday, March 10, 2008
just the old days

I had no idea how stupid and childish and idiotic I sound like in my old xanga blog.

Until, aslam went and quote something out of it and I started reading it all over again.

Man. I am utterly embarrassed with myself. I mean... Motherly instinct? I have yet to start working full time! It now sound more of stupid instinct!

Gosh. I really sound like a real nincompoop in those time of my year. Thinking that being all grown up and mature is the real deal.

Now I am enjoying myself as it is. I am very happy with what I have right now. The job. The friends and how close I had gotten with my cousin over the time. When I get back I will post up pictures of my purchase. I am really good at bargaining you know if I can speak their language!

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Sunday, March 09, 2008

The package to buy a new laptop has arrive.
And my mom ain't smiling at all.

My dad is sure going to get for me. But my mom is trying to psycho me into buying the cheapest one which cost SGD1300++. Even that, she says it's expensive. I am wondering ... Is she expecting a 2 digit worth of laptop? Because that is not going to happen even 10 years from now.

I am going to sleep at my cousin's house maybe from tomorrow? Or on Tuesday. Then on Thursday, I will be in Malaysia, KL until Sunday. After that, I will have to work my butts off, complete my registration, go to the laptop roadshow, mail this and that, work somemore and get money from my brother and sister cos they owe me like a hell lot of it!

Now, I am very well confuse whether to get Fujitsu or Hewlett Packard. Some of the people in NP are lucky as they need not choose what computer to buy because they can only buy one type and that is the Mac Book.

ARGH! This is bloody troublesome!
I thought of buying a laptop on my own. Vaio is out though. Too many own it. I don't want to be a part of it. Either that or I stick to my old laptop first until I find one that I really like. Buying something that is cheap but not to my liking will only last as a playmate with me for 6 months max before I start changing my mind and start to work in secret to get money to buy a new laptop.

Acer is out too. Design is sooo ARGH! What in the world!
I hope there will be a roadshow or something.

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Friday, March 07, 2008
it's over

Hey you stupid idiot!

A nice courtesy "I don't want anything else to do with you" will be a nice reply. A no-reply for every of my sent mails?! How rude can you get huh? I am tired of trying to keep up this friendship and making the sole move to try and ask for your well-being. I have never ever done what you have did to me! Even if I am busy, I will reply at the end of the day or the follow daylight. Even in MSN, you ignored me. Nice....

I totally understand. You are not the one who I thought you are.
Guys and their EGOS will remain as it is.

BIG AND EMPTY!

Now I totally understand why being single is the best. I get to ogle at guys without any obligation and even if I flirt around, there is absolutely no reason why I cannot do it.

We are totally through as friends.
Don't bother contacting me when you come to Singapore.
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Okay. I just saw a guy at Haig Road at Geylang Serai!.
Super duper handsome and cute! He is a malay guy and working at the famous malay putu piring shop at Banquet!

First time I see a Malay guy and he like swoon over me with his .... ahmygawd!
I don't know! He is just plain good looking, drop dead gorgeous malay guy!
FIRST TIME!! FIRST TIME!!
Damn good looking......

Need I explain more? You guys know my hateness towards m*****.
So this guys is totally an exception in the looks category.

Ahh......... I don't mind a guy like him but there will only be one in a million.

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
the horrors of papers


Congratulation to Vanessa!
Am really please to know about your posting =)
Because it is something that I also want, but my parents just went "yawn"

So.... the package has arrived. And there is SO much to do!
I am paying the school fees through my parents CPF and just nice, I need not pay after I graduate cos my mom will turn 55 by then! And I have to take a passport photo for the EZ-Link. Then there is the online registration. Buying of laptop - maybe because I have one but none of the softwares that Ngee Ann Polytechnic requires.

Huda is getting Apple =)
Her course requires it.

And there is the books. I cannot wait to have my timetable so that I can plan out my next holiday =) Ahahahahahahahaha!! Actually, I really want to graduate fast! I find working very fun if not tedious. Well, if you love your job, of course you will have fun.

Hmmm.... Going to Kuala Lumpur on the 13th March till 16th March.
Going to meet the people from KL counter =)

Toodles people for now

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Monday, March 03, 2008
jobs depression.

Right. I have already applied for 6 primary schools.
You know. Rejection is bloody tough. Now then I know the feeling.
God. You know. You feel like injecting them with a poison using a sword instead of syringe.
I want to apply for Beatty but you see... I don't really like my school. The only thing memorable about that place is that I have great friends and therefore the unbearable became bearable.

I am still in my cousin's house. And when I reach home, I am going to apply for more schools.

Primary school mind you. So that I can pinch their fat cheeks =)
I have covered Bishan and Toa Payoh - Almost.
Next will be Yishun, Sembahwang and Serangoon.

If you think it's far, then don't work. I am basically travelling 45 mins everyday for my current job. And anyway, my house location - you can reach most of the destination within a flat time of half hour. Even Yishun too I think.

Okay. More jobs!

Ouh... and did I tell you that I am going to Bangkok on the 5th of April?
It's confirmed. Going by airasia and coming by tigerairways.
COOL
right?!

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Get metal bow - Win & Win Inno Carbon
Get Archery Jacket!!
Red Ipod Shuffle!
Better marks for Semester 2:GPA 3.5
Not give up in Archery
Thailand next year
Go to Japan and S.Korea
Get JLPT 4 certificate
Beat Stacy 30 meter score
Beat Yishan 30 meter score
Be less SPENDTHRIFT!!
Get my health back on track






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