black&gold.
BLACK&GOLD.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
i hate you

I have let my anger be known.
I have let my hatred be known.


I sms my brother this

"Damn you! I hate you for this!"

And I won't retort back. I think for him right now, losing me is just a simple option. I know they say that blood is stronger than anything but until he does something to soothe me, I will never ever forgive that shit head!

He prefer his girlfriend and friends now. I still prefer my family more than anything else.

I will never give in even if he have money problem. And I will take as much of his money as I like. I really hate him. I hope he reads my blog. So that he will know how much hatred I have for him. It is damn painful but I really do hate him.

Man, I am always crying when I think of him and the past. We used to be the best of friends but time changes us. We will sllep in the same room and crack jokes in the middle of the night. I can tell any jokes within hurting him but now, I feel like I don't know.

Somehow, I don't feel like his sister anymore. I feel like a stranger.

I really hate my brother.

But it's all right. I still have my sisters to replace him.
That pathetic ass.
I have already replace him with my cousin who use tobe my tutor.

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