You know. This fucking fact disgusts me.

How dare my brother forgets my birthday!
How shame of him to be called my brother! I have never ever in my life felt so disappointed about someone when they forgets about my birthday! It is like, he used to be my best friend. The only person that will understand me and will do everything together. But since the appearance of a new women in his life, everything changed. I doubt he even know that I am starting school soon. or that I am going away again for another 4 days.

I will hate him for this.
I have never forgotten about his birthday. I may not have given him presents that often but I have never forgotten me.

Is 6th of February that hard to remember?!
I don't think so! I even remember my cousins birthdays!!
I am nothing in his eyes right now because of a new person that has entered his life.

And I am hating every single moment of it.
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You know. Some people are just a pussy two-fucked-face.

When they first came to know about my pierced-belly, they will just assume I am a wild girl who fucked around strangers and club the night away with booze stuck to my throat. Fuckers.

They say this to my cousin
"Eh! Don't think that cousin of yours as an angel. She just did something bad"

Oh. So piercing means there's a larger hole down my vagina?

For fuck sake.

The hole is on my belly!
I pierced it because I like it and I still do.
I like showing off my pierced belly while wearing bikini - although not too often.

And hello! Speaking of me being wild, what about you?! Staying in a HOTEL with a guy with raging testerone! Need I remind you that it was not once? And that you have more than one boyfriend at a shot?!

And while we are on the topic of looking wild, look who dyed her hair golden looking like a sick ah lian! And what about those 8 ear holes and counting!? And what about you, who want to pierce the eyebrow?

At least mine, it is not really seen in the public eyes unless in my bikini.

And who are you to judge me and say that I am wild!?
Rebellious - yes. I cheated. I stole. I played truant. I got suspension.

But wild? That is far from my dictionary.
I don't sleep around. I don't drink. I don't really club. I don't smoke.

While you are everything of that.

So pussy face. Check the up the dictionary and read up on the meaning of wild.

Labels: March 2008