School is starting soon.
Real soon.
I have orientation to go which I am now unsure of whether to attend it or not.
The word compulsory is not a problem for me.

You know, now I am starting to miss my secondary school life. The fun we had. All the backstabbing and how we made up at the end of the day. The laughter that was often heard and of course, the bargaining we have with our teachers.

It was really memorable.
4E4. The lazy class. The violent class. The clown class.

We are everything that 4E1 are not.

But we had the fun and the joy out of everything we do. I really do miss the class. The familiar faces. The stupid faces and the cow face.


I know very well that I have to move on. Huda did that very well in fact.
But then, making friends was never my forte. I suck at it.

God. How am I going to survive. I have no one in the same course as me. That is the one thing that I dread the most. At least if I have someone that I know, my life will be a little bit more easier.

Man. I am missing all my old days.
The numerous number of boys that I had crush on.
The number of people I punch and kick them.
The number of people that made my bloody boil.

I just miss my old life. It was perfect the way it was.
But life just had it's way of shortening happiness.

Labels: April 2008