Saturday, May 31, 2008
understood!
ohmygawd!
I did not imagine it but I did it!
I read through the whole slide of FSP and miraculously understood them.
Well, except for Lecture 6.
It was great I tell you! Getting my brain all pump up. Tomorrow, I am going full Turbo on COS and CM and staying up in the wee hours to complete my papers and understanding on WP. WP is easier I must say but still, I cannot compromise anything and left that subject out and not study it.
My sister is paying for my latest medical bill!
I really have sweet tongue I tell you.
Must be because of my SGD6 worth of Haribo!
Yeap. I have been sick since the post o'level holidays. After I came back from Melbourne and Bali, it got worst. It kinda stabilize when I went to Bangkok. But it got somehow a little worst when I came back again.
Things are going well for now. I have been putting on weight because of the medication that I have been prescribe to which I have no idea what they are. I just plainly consume them.
Ahhh... I am having appointment again tomorrow.
And there is a possibilities that I have diabetes.
It runs in the family so I am not shock if I do get one.
I must stop my Haribooo! +.+
Belly Dancing tomorrow. 2nd last lesson~
Going to sign up for the advance soon~
I hope to get back to my secondary school weight soon!
ahhh!! I don't know when to sign up for muay thai!
I did not imagine it but I did it!
I read through the whole slide of FSP and miraculously understood them.
Well, except for Lecture 6.
It was great I tell you! Getting my brain all pump up. Tomorrow, I am going full Turbo on COS and CM and staying up in the wee hours to complete my papers and understanding on WP. WP is easier I must say but still, I cannot compromise anything and left that subject out and not study it.
My sister is paying for my latest medical bill!
I really have sweet tongue I tell you.
Must be because of my SGD6 worth of Haribo!
Yeap. I have been sick since the post o'level holidays. After I came back from Melbourne and Bali, it got worst. It kinda stabilize when I went to Bangkok. But it got somehow a little worst when I came back again.
Things are going well for now. I have been putting on weight because of the medication that I have been prescribe to which I have no idea what they are. I just plainly consume them.
Ahhh... I am having appointment again tomorrow.
And there is a possibilities that I have diabetes.
It runs in the family so I am not shock if I do get one.
I must stop my Haribooo! +.+
Belly Dancing tomorrow. 2nd last lesson~
Going to sign up for the advance soon~
I hope to get back to my secondary school weight soon!
ahhh!! I don't know when to sign up for muay thai!
Friday, May 30, 2008
stressing out
Studying has apparently made my brain go haywire!
I am like spamming some people's blog and writing nonsensical that just pop up at the corner of my brain. This is scary.
After 6 months of hiatus from really mugging like a mad women, this has taken a toll on my total well being. Goodness gracious me.
FSP is fucking tough. Alright. I did not listen to a single thing that he was teaching. Its like, I can only concentrate on the topic for at most 15 minutes before wonderland starts calling for me. Great. Then there is the computing mathematics. Goodness me.
I can concentrate for the first 2 hours but when he got to my other enemy topic, the computer will be the place where I wonder off. The first topic and the second topic is the shit. I just hate those 2 topics to the maximum that I wish they just never exist.
Who in the blue world created them huh?!
Killing my brain cells every single second trying to put everything inside this puny brain of mine in the hope that it will remain there.
Stress. Such a small word with big impact.
I am like spamming some people's blog and writing nonsensical that just pop up at the corner of my brain. This is scary.
After 6 months of hiatus from really mugging like a mad women, this has taken a toll on my total well being. Goodness gracious me.
FSP is fucking tough. Alright. I did not listen to a single thing that he was teaching. Its like, I can only concentrate on the topic for at most 15 minutes before wonderland starts calling for me. Great. Then there is the computing mathematics. Goodness me.
I can concentrate for the first 2 hours but when he got to my other enemy topic, the computer will be the place where I wonder off. The first topic and the second topic is the shit. I just hate those 2 topics to the maximum that I wish they just never exist.
Who in the blue world created them huh?!
Killing my brain cells every single second trying to put everything inside this puny brain of mine in the hope that it will remain there.
Stress. Such a small word with big impact.
Labels: May 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
missing foood
Goodness Gracious Me!
I am craving for onigiri in the middle of the night!
I miss those that were made by *ehen* g.ma! They were so fresh and yuuum!
Eating them during spring while sitting on the balcony's ledge.
She will put eggs inside. Sometime, making them unique and put hotdog or nuggets inside.
Really nice~
I think I need to post *ehem* a message to get the recipe from his g.ma.
I cannot possibly flew all the way to Los Angeles just to get a taste of it.
Eh wait. I think she should be back in Japan by now.
And she used to make for me some bento before I follow *ehem* to a shopping mall.
She kept on mentioning how nasty the American's food are.
So basically, I really want an onigiri now.
Japan~
Maybe it should be my next on the list besides Thailand.
I should be studying now. Look where my concentration have gone...
Great syuharah. Good job! Pat yourself on the shoulder.
If the result of your CA is down, so will all your dreams for to be a competitor in archery!
Bye~
I am craving for onigiri in the middle of the night!
I miss those that were made by *ehen* g.ma! They were so fresh and yuuum!
Eating them during spring while sitting on the balcony's ledge.
She will put eggs inside. Sometime, making them unique and put hotdog or nuggets inside.
Really nice~
I think I need to post *ehem* a message to get the recipe from his g.ma.
I cannot possibly flew all the way to Los Angeles just to get a taste of it.
Eh wait. I think she should be back in Japan by now.
And she used to make for me some bento before I follow *ehem* to a shopping mall.
She kept on mentioning how nasty the American's food are.
So basically, I really want an onigiri now.
Japan~
Maybe it should be my next on the list besides Thailand.
I should be studying now. Look where my concentration have gone...
Great syuharah. Good job! Pat yourself on the shoulder.
If the result of your CA is down, so will all your dreams for to be a competitor in archery!
Bye~
Labels: May 2008
long and forgotten
Have I mention that I have been to Paris before?
I think I have not. The thing is, I have FORGOTTEN that I have been there!
How great can that be. Now that I remember it, I wish I had never recall it.
To sum it all up, the trip sucks.
I wish there were some people who could just disappear at that very moment.
Or the French will turn them into es cargo or something.
Yeah. That trip. That stupid trip. Thank god it wasn't my money.
The place, the scenery - it was fantastic.
The people that was with me that ruin the whole scenario.
Yup. To conclude everything, no pictures were taken!
How memorable~
I think I have not. The thing is, I have FORGOTTEN that I have been there!
How great can that be. Now that I remember it, I wish I had never recall it.
To sum it all up, the trip sucks.
I wish there were some people who could just disappear at that very moment.
Or the French will turn them into es cargo or something.
Yeah. That trip. That stupid trip. Thank god it wasn't my money.
The place, the scenery - it was fantastic.
The people that was with me that ruin the whole scenario.
Yup. To conclude everything, no pictures were taken!
How memorable~
Labels: May 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
too badd.
Man.
I just don't get it.
It seems that the youngster these days are getting mature too fast that sometimes I mistaken them for my age! Maybe it's just me that haven't grow up yet? Or perhaps I have been living under my father's armpit too much to realise the realistic ness of this world that I have just came to know.
I think I want to crawl back to my daddy's armpit then if this is reality.
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My parents have never allow me to travel to Indonesia citing that it is a dangerous country. Fact is, which country is not? Alright, maybe Singapore is safe and sound but then again, low crime does not mean no crime right? If I were to get robbed in a country, I guess it's my luck than.
So anyway, yeah they have never allow me to go to Indonesia even though that is the origin of our ancestor! Malaysia on the other hand which my maternal grandmother originate from - it was given the green light.
My siblings fuss about what is great about Indonesia especially Jakarta - I have been there once to my parents dismay on my own.
Basically, that is where my friends are! They should know how to keep me safe and sound in that country! That reason alone is enough to keep me wanting to go there.
I really *LOVE* my Indonesian friends.
To name a few: Steffi, Tangtang, Vivid.
I have quite a handful of Indonesian friends thanks to Steffi's introduction.
I tell you this : They are as fun as they sound! Yes - Noisy.
But they are lively and spontaneous.
Enough to keep me happy and alive.
I just don't get it.
It seems that the youngster these days are getting mature too fast that sometimes I mistaken them for my age! Maybe it's just me that haven't grow up yet? Or perhaps I have been living under my father's armpit too much to realise the realistic ness of this world that I have just came to know.
I think I want to crawl back to my daddy's armpit then if this is reality.
__________________________________________________
My parents have never allow me to travel to Indonesia citing that it is a dangerous country. Fact is, which country is not? Alright, maybe Singapore is safe and sound but then again, low crime does not mean no crime right? If I were to get robbed in a country, I guess it's my luck than.
So anyway, yeah they have never allow me to go to Indonesia even though that is the origin of our ancestor! Malaysia on the other hand which my maternal grandmother originate from - it was given the green light.
My siblings fuss about what is great about Indonesia especially Jakarta - I have been there once to my parents dismay on my own.
Basically, that is where my friends are! They should know how to keep me safe and sound in that country! That reason alone is enough to keep me wanting to go there.
I really *LOVE* my Indonesian friends.
To name a few: Steffi, Tangtang, Vivid.
I have quite a handful of Indonesian friends thanks to Steffi's introduction.
I tell you this : They are as fun as they sound! Yes - Noisy.
But they are lively and spontaneous.
Enough to keep me happy and alive.
Labels: May 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
happy day
Hello!
I am in a good mood today! Because I learn some new moves that my old school never taught me before and in addition, the teacher kinda praised me!
WHOOOO!!
I am trying to learn Melbourne Shuffle too.
It looks erm....complicated but well, fun to learn. And the guy that is showing the basic steps in YouTube is cute ^o^
Man. I am in the middle of HTML project and I think everything is going perfectly horrible! I don't know what to write about myself. I am not sure about myself, myself. How am I suppose to write about myself! Okay, I am making things more complicated.
I am having sore throat again. Great!
I wonder how is the archery competition. I don't think I will be going down to Clarke Quay tomorrow. I want to try and complete the project by tomorrow so that I can start on my revision for CA. I must get a really good marks for all test because I think I screwed up in daily lessons.
Phakathorn going back Thailand to study in the university there!
Final gathering with him for Primary school people!
Steffi!! Come okay!
Most likely on the 13th of June. After my archery camp...
Dad was relief that the camp will cost him nothing! Hahahahaha! He is such a funny old man.
Anyway, my menses is weird nowadays. They like to burst through the limit and stain here and there. They are misbehaving! Damn....
I think SCTV is kinda screwed! >.<
The show is suppose to be at 9 singapore time but it only start at 10!
Sorry. I am being random.Its a habit actually. Mixing with Huda and Sam sure has caused some disturbance in my concentration! Hehehehehee..
Oh. Today I spent SGD25 on cab. SGD10 on food. SGD5 on magazine. SGD40 on hip scarf.
I still have SGD20.
I am not getting any allowance tomorrow. So the SGD20 is for tomorrow. Anyhoo, I am not going anywhere tomorrow. Maybe my dad bringing me shopping in Raffles City. He wants to buy some polo t-shirt I think.
I need to continue on my project.
See my concentration is shorten and I got distracted because there is a tv on my left and the belly dance music infront of me. My sister trying to learn the move from me.
I am going to ask for payment!
I am in a good mood today! Because I learn some new moves that my old school never taught me before and in addition, the teacher kinda praised me!
WHOOOO!!
I am trying to learn Melbourne Shuffle too.
It looks erm....complicated but well, fun to learn. And the guy that is showing the basic steps in YouTube is cute ^o^
Man. I am in the middle of HTML project and I think everything is going perfectly horrible! I don't know what to write about myself. I am not sure about myself, myself. How am I suppose to write about myself! Okay, I am making things more complicated.
I am having sore throat again. Great!
I wonder how is the archery competition. I don't think I will be going down to Clarke Quay tomorrow. I want to try and complete the project by tomorrow so that I can start on my revision for CA. I must get a really good marks for all test because I think I screwed up in daily lessons.
Phakathorn going back Thailand to study in the university there!
Final gathering with him for Primary school people!
Steffi!! Come okay!
Most likely on the 13th of June. After my archery camp...
Dad was relief that the camp will cost him nothing! Hahahahaha! He is such a funny old man.
Anyway, my menses is weird nowadays. They like to burst through the limit and stain here and there. They are misbehaving! Damn....
I think SCTV is kinda screwed! >.<
The show is suppose to be at 9 singapore time but it only start at 10!
Sorry. I am being random.Its a habit actually. Mixing with Huda and Sam sure has caused some disturbance in my concentration! Hehehehehee..
Oh. Today I spent SGD25 on cab. SGD10 on food. SGD5 on magazine. SGD40 on hip scarf.
I still have SGD20.
I am not getting any allowance tomorrow. So the SGD20 is for tomorrow. Anyhoo, I am not going anywhere tomorrow. Maybe my dad bringing me shopping in Raffles City. He wants to buy some polo t-shirt I think.
I need to continue on my project.
See my concentration is shorten and I got distracted because there is a tv on my left and the belly dance music infront of me. My sister trying to learn the move from me.
I am going to ask for payment!
Labels: May 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
hating it
There is a very thin line between caring and irritating.
Apparently, the latter always happen.
It gets on my nerves. And I get angry easily when this occurs.
You can scold me vulgarities. You can get violent with me.
But being irritating is one of the things that I can never tolerate.
I am in fact very direct.
If I am happy, I will showcase it by laughing heartily.
If I am sad, I will just cry easily.
If I am angry, I wouldn't bother holding myself back from scolding vulgarities.
And if I am irritated, I won't hold back to tell you just that. I also won't mind losing the friendship when it is mix with frustration and distress.
I express myself easily. I don't hold back emotion because that is plain stupid.
A girl who is irritating, somehow I can tolerate it a little. But if a guy is irritating, I just feel like shoving my fist up his abdomen and let him vomit out whatever he has just eaten.
Yes. Just now I was feeling irritated before presentation. I have to practically do almost everything. I am so tired. There is no initiative at all from anybody except from Wei Siong I think - for that I thank him. I am not trying to bad mouth anybody but I am just so frustrated. And please don't keep on asking me the same question over and over again like a spoil radio station!
Projects. It brings out the worst in everybody.
Apologising will not solve everything. It is not the case for me because I love to hold grudges.
And furthermore, it won't make up for the amount of sleep that I have lost trying to complete this fucking project.
Thank you to Jolene though for your help =) - I thought I might die on that very night.
This is the reason why, I have always like doing individual project.
I can do whatever I like. If the teacher were to criticise my work, I have no one to blame to except for myself. If it were group work, chances are, everybody will take the opportunity to avoid trying to be the responsible person.
I am tired. In the future, I might lock up this blog. Only those that have my links will be given access to this blog. Because, in the future, there are chances that this blog will be my venting ground on the serious level whereby I am starting to HATE people.
You know something?
I think this is worst then my Secondary one life.
And I have always hated my entrance year in secondary school.
When I think about it now, this is the worst for me right now.
There are people in my class that are fun and nice to be with but there are people that just get on my nerves. I am still in my year one. So I will try and not cause trouble for myself.
When in year 2, I might reveal it.
I cannot wait for 3 years to past by. I will be in the working life, earning my fucking money and enjoying my fucking life. I hope to make a few good friends though to keep in touch and to introduce them to my old friends.
But for now, that remain to be unseen.
Apparently, the latter always happen.
It gets on my nerves. And I get angry easily when this occurs.
You can scold me vulgarities. You can get violent with me.
But being irritating is one of the things that I can never tolerate.
I am in fact very direct.
If I am happy, I will showcase it by laughing heartily.
If I am sad, I will just cry easily.
If I am angry, I wouldn't bother holding myself back from scolding vulgarities.
And if I am irritated, I won't hold back to tell you just that. I also won't mind losing the friendship when it is mix with frustration and distress.
I express myself easily. I don't hold back emotion because that is plain stupid.
A girl who is irritating, somehow I can tolerate it a little. But if a guy is irritating, I just feel like shoving my fist up his abdomen and let him vomit out whatever he has just eaten.
Yes. Just now I was feeling irritated before presentation. I have to practically do almost everything. I am so tired. There is no initiative at all from anybody except from Wei Siong I think - for that I thank him. I am not trying to bad mouth anybody but I am just so frustrated. And please don't keep on asking me the same question over and over again like a spoil radio station!
Projects. It brings out the worst in everybody.
Apologising will not solve everything. It is not the case for me because I love to hold grudges.
And furthermore, it won't make up for the amount of sleep that I have lost trying to complete this fucking project.
Thank you to Jolene though for your help =) - I thought I might die on that very night.
This is the reason why, I have always like doing individual project.
I can do whatever I like. If the teacher were to criticise my work, I have no one to blame to except for myself. If it were group work, chances are, everybody will take the opportunity to avoid trying to be the responsible person.
I am tired. In the future, I might lock up this blog. Only those that have my links will be given access to this blog. Because, in the future, there are chances that this blog will be my venting ground on the serious level whereby I am starting to HATE people.
You know something?
I think this is worst then my Secondary one life.
And I have always hated my entrance year in secondary school.
When I think about it now, this is the worst for me right now.
There are people in my class that are fun and nice to be with but there are people that just get on my nerves. I am still in my year one. So I will try and not cause trouble for myself.
When in year 2, I might reveal it.
I cannot wait for 3 years to past by. I will be in the working life, earning my fucking money and enjoying my fucking life. I hope to make a few good friends though to keep in touch and to introduce them to my old friends.
But for now, that remain to be unseen.
Labels: May 2008
changes
The volcano erupted yesterday at around 11:00 plus plus after Jolene asked me for the thing.
My mind suddenly went blank because I don't have it too and I got the feeling that I really need it on that day. After Jolene managed to secure one and was out, the lava just flow.
Fuck man!
And it is unlike the past that I had before. It won't like burn my trousers or something but this time it did! Damn the lava!! I swear I am going to throw all those that kena! I am going to buy new Pierre Cardin's undies!
So... I had no choice but to wait for the test to be over and I smsed Sam about it.
My HERO!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Thankyou my dear tall monster!
I love you very the much much!
So my lava was in control yesterday. And today I had to wear two layers of protection.
Damn. I hate volcanoes!
Anyway, GOODLUCK to the archers!
Tomorrow is the competition and I am not going to be there because... I have to send my parents off. They are going back to Indonesia to attend a wedding but they will be back in the evening.
ALOT of money right?! Can fly in the morning and back in the evening!
I only ask them for SGD100 they say no money!
So in the end I only got half of it as my today's allowance.
Shiikotenene...
Daddy is thinking of dropping my allowance to SGD20 per day on a permanent basis. Either SGD20 or SGD30. Man... I prefer the irregular amount!
Maybe I can psycho him or something. Permanent basis is boring. Everyday is predictable!
Thinking of getting 2 surgeries when I grow old. One is lasik surgery for the eyes. and the other is to cut off my sweat gland off my palms.
I have sweaty palms problem.
Its inborn so I cannot do much about it except not to hold anything for more than 30 minutes straight. Sunny days are the worst! Within 5 minutes and that's it!
Sweaty palms is one of the shittiest inborn thing ever!
My mind suddenly went blank because I don't have it too and I got the feeling that I really need it on that day. After Jolene managed to secure one and was out, the lava just flow.
Fuck man!
And it is unlike the past that I had before. It won't like burn my trousers or something but this time it did! Damn the lava!! I swear I am going to throw all those that kena! I am going to buy new Pierre Cardin's undies!
So... I had no choice but to wait for the test to be over and I smsed Sam about it.
My HERO!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Thankyou my dear tall monster!
I love you very the much much!
So my lava was in control yesterday. And today I had to wear two layers of protection.
Damn. I hate volcanoes!
Anyway, GOODLUCK to the archers!
Tomorrow is the competition and I am not going to be there because... I have to send my parents off. They are going back to Indonesia to attend a wedding but they will be back in the evening.
ALOT of money right?! Can fly in the morning and back in the evening!
I only ask them for SGD100 they say no money!
So in the end I only got half of it as my today's allowance.
Shiikotenene...
Daddy is thinking of dropping my allowance to SGD20 per day on a permanent basis. Either SGD20 or SGD30. Man... I prefer the irregular amount!
Maybe I can psycho him or something. Permanent basis is boring. Everyday is predictable!
Thinking of getting 2 surgeries when I grow old. One is lasik surgery for the eyes. and the other is to cut off my sweat gland off my palms.
I have sweaty palms problem.
Its inborn so I cannot do much about it except not to hold anything for more than 30 minutes straight. Sunny days are the worst! Within 5 minutes and that's it!
Sweaty palms is one of the shittiest inborn thing ever!
Labels: May 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
loser in me
My sister is being nice to me.
She is going to be a graduate of Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
But the invitation she has is for 2 and I pester her to get extra.
She got it now and she just smsed me at 3:45pm asking me if I want to come.
Being the typical bitchy moody slutty ass-sy syuharah, I ignore it.
Let's see how long I can last.
I am such a loser!
Later~`
She is going to be a graduate of Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
But the invitation she has is for 2 and I pester her to get extra.
She got it now and she just smsed me at 3:45pm asking me if I want to come.
Being the typical bitchy moody slutty ass-sy syuharah, I ignore it.
Let's see how long I can last.
I am such a loser!
Later~`
Labels: May 2008
hatred released
Isn't it nice that others get to lay their head on the pillow and drift off to lullaby land while here I am in the morning typing out and doing some shit. Mind you I have yet to study for FSP.
The shit.
I hate school!
Fucking hate you!
The shit.
I hate school!
Fucking hate you!
Labels: May 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
loving and hating
There are still so many country that I wish to go!
There is the crazy shopping Hong Kong,pretty South Korea and exotic Japan.
I have been to quite a number of country but it will never cure my hunger for the need to travel!
Then, there is USA with its truckloads for discount shops and factory outlet!
There is still Thailand - I am missing that country very much!
Indonesia too - one of the few best undiscovered treasure hunt!
Dubai - for its exotic and TAX FREE INVASION!
Paris and Venice for the romantic views.
Australia for its weather! - yup they got great weather especially Melbourne where unexpected weather occurs.
But for now, I just want to travel throughout Asia first. I find it real funny to travel to white's land only to know nothing about Asian.
Yup so, I want to go to Hong Kong, Korea and Japan.
My parents are a bad ass though.
They only like one country - Saudi Arabia. So chances of me bring them to other country is as slim as an anorexic ass.
Moving on...
My sister tried talking to me today.
I had enough of her breaking her promises. Therefore I ignored her.
Truth to be told. I want to talk to her but I have a very stubborn heart.
I am just so tired of people taking me as though I am nothing!
Taking me for granted. Chunking me after using me and deem me as useless!
There are reasons why I am hard to communicate. Why I am not open.
There are countless of time that people make use of me. Be it from using my money without paying back to letting me deal with the whole project.
I am damn lucky to be in 4E4 last year whereby they treat me as equal.
Do I have the look that says:
"BOSS ME AROUND!"
Fuck it. I have no desire to be someone's dog!
Kiss my fucking fat ass if you think I will ever be!
There are some people that I am having issues with now.
My class - they consist of really nice bunch of people who knows how to have fun without going wild*. My family, I am having issues with my older sister (that BIG BITCH!) and my older brother (that fucking BASTARD! - it is because I hate his fiancee!)
Man. I feel as though I am acting in a serial drama.
Okay back to that Big Bitch. She promised me to pay for my belly dancing class. But she took her own sweet time to not pay me. I thought it was because I was fighting with my mom but it was not! She REALLY had NO intention to give me the money!
She said she felt wrong.
WHAT KIND OF SIN IS THAT WHEN THE WHOLE ACADEMY ONLY CONSISTS OF GIRLS!
THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO GUYS!
I am fucking pissed off with her until now. I had to dig into my own savings to supplement this class when I had intention to use it for a Muay Thai school conducted by real Muay Thai boxer.
I really felt like slapping her hard right now and kicking her in the stomach!
She is sick now - that is the only reason holding me back.
Yeah. Whoever got me as their sister are fucking lucky!
To summarise the whole thing - I just fucking hate that fucking bitch!
I am sorry but I cannot hold onto my anger anymore. Vulgarities just spew out like my native language. I am crying in anger right now.
Cibai! I really hate her!
There is the crazy shopping Hong Kong,pretty South Korea and exotic Japan.
I have been to quite a number of country but it will never cure my hunger for the need to travel!
Then, there is USA with its truckloads for discount shops and factory outlet!
There is still Thailand - I am missing that country very much!
Indonesia too - one of the few best undiscovered treasure hunt!
Dubai - for its exotic and TAX FREE INVASION!
Paris and Venice for the romantic views.
Australia for its weather! - yup they got great weather especially Melbourne where unexpected weather occurs.
But for now, I just want to travel throughout Asia first. I find it real funny to travel to white's land only to know nothing about Asian.
Yup so, I want to go to Hong Kong, Korea and Japan.
My parents are a bad ass though.
They only like one country - Saudi Arabia. So chances of me bring them to other country is as slim as an anorexic ass.
Moving on...
My sister tried talking to me today.
I had enough of her breaking her promises. Therefore I ignored her.
Truth to be told. I want to talk to her but I have a very stubborn heart.
I am just so tired of people taking me as though I am nothing!
Taking me for granted. Chunking me after using me and deem me as useless!
There are reasons why I am hard to communicate. Why I am not open.
There are countless of time that people make use of me. Be it from using my money without paying back to letting me deal with the whole project.
I am damn lucky to be in 4E4 last year whereby they treat me as equal.
Do I have the look that says:
"BOSS ME AROUND!"
Fuck it. I have no desire to be someone's dog!
Kiss my fucking fat ass if you think I will ever be!
There are some people that I am having issues with now.
My class - they consist of really nice bunch of people who knows how to have fun without going wild*. My family, I am having issues with my older sister (that BIG BITCH!) and my older brother (that fucking BASTARD! - it is because I hate his fiancee!)
Man. I feel as though I am acting in a serial drama.
Okay back to that Big Bitch. She promised me to pay for my belly dancing class. But she took her own sweet time to not pay me. I thought it was because I was fighting with my mom but it was not! She REALLY had NO intention to give me the money!
She said she felt wrong.
WHAT KIND OF SIN IS THAT WHEN THE WHOLE ACADEMY ONLY CONSISTS OF GIRLS!
THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO GUYS!
I am fucking pissed off with her until now. I had to dig into my own savings to supplement this class when I had intention to use it for a Muay Thai school conducted by real Muay Thai boxer.
I really felt like slapping her hard right now and kicking her in the stomach!
She is sick now - that is the only reason holding me back.
Yeah. Whoever got me as their sister are fucking lucky!
To summarise the whole thing - I just fucking hate that fucking bitch!
I am sorry but I cannot hold onto my anger anymore. Vulgarities just spew out like my native language. I am crying in anger right now.
Cibai! I really hate her!
Labels: May 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
to be an archer
I am starting to watch videos on archery and god!
The Koreans really have great form!
Their drawback hands are fucking cool!
Ahhh... I think I am starting to really like archery.
I know I shouldn't judge it now. I have yet to go through full time archery training just yet but looking at how others are able to shoot... I mean basically they look cool la.
They look as though they are the people that can protect people!
Oh and I like Yun Mi Jin and Park Sung Hyun form. Prefer the first one better though cos i thing the drawback hand is really nice and short. The first one which is number one for women, I like her arm! Really nice. It look strong and safe!
Hahahahahahahaha!
I am sounding so stupid!
But yeahh...
Anyway, I was late for my first class -belly dancing. God.
Because the girls have yet to take the test yet. Man -___-"
Going to go to the archery field at one this tuesday to train on my own.
Need to bring my stretchband. Got to jot that down on my organiser.
Release at 12 though. If I feel sleepy, I am going to take 74 to my house - sleep on the bus.
Then drop near my house bus stop and take 74 back to school - sleep on the bus again.
Tadah! One hour gone!
This is what I do last time during the one hour break! Concession. No lost and I had fun sleeping in an awkward positions!
I need to sleep earlier. I overslept today and did not go for work at 6pm!
Man... I am oversleeping tooo much! I think I must buy an alarm clock now.
Need to top up my concession.
Ahhhh and did I mention that I sweat during belly dancing?!
Damn it sia! I thought won't sweat because it look so easy!
But 30 mins into the lesson I was sweating. Everybody in the class did by the way!
And I am going back to Bikram Yoga in .... four to five months time!
I miss that place! That is how I got to improve more on my flexibility!
Now my forehead can touch my knee without bending my knees!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha!
Man I got SO much money huh to spare.... Damn. It is depleting fucking fast though.
I need to start saving. I might forgo the idea of Bikram Yoga to buy the archery bow.
Bikram Yoga cost almost to SGD500 per/month. so yeapp.
Suddenly, it seems so interesting.
To be an archer.
UPDATE!!
I am feeling super angry with that fucking bitch!
She made me broke today! Made me broke into tears and also broke her promise!
I am refering to my kanninabuchaocibailajiaokukuthebirdbird sister!
I hope she get her dues soon.
If she is not careful,something will happen.
That bitch! She promised to pay for me my course fee and end up she back out!
Basically, she don't want to give me the money because she asked me to clean or so called like take care of the house or something and i disagree to it because I am going to be busy with school work load.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT!
THE MESS OF THE HOUSE IS 70% BY HER!!!
SHE DOES HER WORK EVERYWHERE AND EXPECT ME TO LIKE CLEAN IT!
FUCK YOUR CIBAI LA YOU FUCKING FLAT CHESTED BITCH!
STUPID SCUMBAG!
I wanted to curse her to die a horrible death. she should be fcuking thank god that she is my sister or else I might have prayed for that wish as well!
What she did to me so far is unbearable!
She is a fucking slow and retarded plus spastic kannina!
She made me wait for her more than an hour for more than 3 times!
She goes back against her words countless of times!
She pissed the hell out of me infinite times!
I fucking HATE her!!
She wants the same treatment I am giving my brother now.
So be it.
I shall not talk to that female dog!
ARGHHH!!!!
WHY IN THE BLUE FUCK IS SHE MY SISTER!!!
The Koreans really have great form!
Their drawback hands are fucking cool!
Ahhh... I think I am starting to really like archery.
I know I shouldn't judge it now. I have yet to go through full time archery training just yet but looking at how others are able to shoot... I mean basically they look cool la.
They look as though they are the people that can protect people!
Oh and I like Yun Mi Jin and Park Sung Hyun form. Prefer the first one better though cos i thing the drawback hand is really nice and short. The first one which is number one for women, I like her arm! Really nice. It look strong and safe!
Hahahahahahahaha!
I am sounding so stupid!
But yeahh...
Anyway, I was late for my first class -belly dancing. God.
Because the girls have yet to take the test yet. Man -___-"
Going to go to the archery field at one this tuesday to train on my own.
Need to bring my stretchband. Got to jot that down on my organiser.
Release at 12 though. If I feel sleepy, I am going to take 74 to my house - sleep on the bus.
Then drop near my house bus stop and take 74 back to school - sleep on the bus again.
Tadah! One hour gone!
This is what I do last time during the one hour break! Concession. No lost and I had fun sleeping in an awkward positions!
I need to sleep earlier. I overslept today and did not go for work at 6pm!
Man... I am oversleeping tooo much! I think I must buy an alarm clock now.
Need to top up my concession.
Ahhhh and did I mention that I sweat during belly dancing?!
Damn it sia! I thought won't sweat because it look so easy!
But 30 mins into the lesson I was sweating. Everybody in the class did by the way!
And I am going back to Bikram Yoga in .... four to five months time!
I miss that place! That is how I got to improve more on my flexibility!
Now my forehead can touch my knee without bending my knees!!
Hahahahahahahahahaha!
Man I got SO much money huh to spare.... Damn. It is depleting fucking fast though.
I need to start saving. I might forgo the idea of Bikram Yoga to buy the archery bow.
Bikram Yoga cost almost to SGD500 per/month. so yeapp.
Suddenly, it seems so interesting.
To be an archer.
UPDATE!!
I am feeling super angry with that fucking bitch!
She made me broke today! Made me broke into tears and also broke her promise!
I am refering to my kanninabuchaocibailajiaokukuthebirdbird sister!
I hope she get her dues soon.
If she is not careful,something will happen.
That bitch! She promised to pay for me my course fee and end up she back out!
Basically, she don't want to give me the money because she asked me to clean or so called like take care of the house or something and i disagree to it because I am going to be busy with school work load.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT!
THE MESS OF THE HOUSE IS 70% BY HER!!!
SHE DOES HER WORK EVERYWHERE AND EXPECT ME TO LIKE CLEAN IT!
FUCK YOUR CIBAI LA YOU FUCKING FLAT CHESTED BITCH!
STUPID SCUMBAG!
I wanted to curse her to die a horrible death. she should be fcuking thank god that she is my sister or else I might have prayed for that wish as well!
What she did to me so far is unbearable!
She is a fucking slow and retarded plus spastic kannina!
She made me wait for her more than an hour for more than 3 times!
She goes back against her words countless of times!
She pissed the hell out of me infinite times!
I fucking HATE her!!
She wants the same treatment I am giving my brother now.
So be it.
I shall not talk to that female dog!
ARGHHH!!!!
WHY IN THE BLUE FUCK IS SHE MY SISTER!!!
Labels: May 2008
sleepy
I am going to sleep straight right after this.
Going to have to work tomorrow after my belly dancing class.
I am thinking of renting out a room near school whenever common test or exams are approaching. I am not too sure if my parents would approve of it but seriously saying, it will be worth the money.
But I think that they will think that I am too fussy!
And the next thing is they are going to compare me to my older sister who also goes to ngee ann until she graduated this year .... hmmm....
I cannot take the traveling time to and fro my house. Eventhough without jam it is only 30 mins but when it does in the morning, it can take me up to 1 hour!
I just want a house nearby until I get my own vehicle ... if I ever that is.
Anyway. I just want to move in when the exams are nearer so therefore it will be like a week or two stay. Not for months.
Damn. I think it will be a BLOODY good idea if money grows on trees...
Going to have to work tomorrow after my belly dancing class.
I am thinking of renting out a room near school whenever common test or exams are approaching. I am not too sure if my parents would approve of it but seriously saying, it will be worth the money.
But I think that they will think that I am too fussy!
And the next thing is they are going to compare me to my older sister who also goes to ngee ann until she graduated this year .... hmmm....
I cannot take the traveling time to and fro my house. Eventhough without jam it is only 30 mins but when it does in the morning, it can take me up to 1 hour!
I just want a house nearby until I get my own vehicle ... if I ever that is.
Anyway. I just want to move in when the exams are nearer so therefore it will be like a week or two stay. Not for months.
Damn. I think it will be a BLOODY good idea if money grows on trees...
Labels: May 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
kissy
It seems that I can cry on cue....
My eyes was feeling unbelievably dry and I was too lazy to get Eye-mo out of my cupboard.
So... I just thought of crying and tears just well up in my eyes.
It does not happen everytime though.
Third night in a week I am sleeping REALLY late!
Damnit. How am I suppose to grow like this!
Going to be 3:00AM soon.
I am going to avoid doing last minute work!
I am just left with editing and sound formatting.
CIAO!
Going to wake up early for maths and I am going to continue on my projects in the morning after the Math test.
To the subject : COS and FP.
YOU CRAP SHIT! I DON'T CARE WHAT GRADE I GET ANYMORE FOR YOU!
KISS MY FAT ASS!
My eyes was feeling unbelievably dry and I was too lazy to get Eye-mo out of my cupboard.
So... I just thought of crying and tears just well up in my eyes.
It does not happen everytime though.
Third night in a week I am sleeping REALLY late!
Damnit. How am I suppose to grow like this!
Going to be 3:00AM soon.
I am going to avoid doing last minute work!
I am just left with editing and sound formatting.
CIAO!
Going to wake up early for maths and I am going to continue on my projects in the morning after the Math test.
To the subject : COS and FP.
YOU CRAP SHIT! I DON'T CARE WHAT GRADE I GET ANYMORE FOR YOU!
KISS MY FAT ASS!
Labels: May 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
eyebags!
EYE BAGS!!!
The horror!
It's 2:00AM now and I am a quarter away from finishing one of my assignment.
There is still one more to go and a Math to revise.
CA is in 3 weeks time! Scumm!
I am laggin behind MATHS! How in the world am I ever going to catch up!
I swear that if I cannot catch up on my IT modules, I am going to take up on e-business in year two! At the very least, I might be able to skip one lesson on POA since I have learn that in Secondary school and it was supeeeeeer easy!
I MISS MRS LAI AND MR SOH!
The latter is not in school anymore. But Mrs Lai is!
Teacher's Day. I sure am going back! Going to catch up with my secondary school friends.
Sorry - sidetrack since I am talking about POA.
It seems rather factual that I cannot seem to let go of the past that easily. I have been like this since as long as I can remember! As much as I try to like Ngee Ann, I seem to be missing Beatty more. Ahhh... I miss Mr Singh too and Strawberry nose principle - although I still detest them!
Being caught for late coming by Mr Singh - once in 4 years though =)
Getting suspension and punishment by strawberry nose....
Nostalgic days.
Yeah. I got suspended before. I got black record for cheating in final year exam in secondary one. Teacher chased after me numerous time for homework. Screamed at people who sat at my seat in my first two years. Punching and kicking guys - they kick me although that is rare. I almost kick a guy ****. Arguing with a stupid junior in my final year. Cheating during NAFA test. Ogling at good looking guys - although there are non in my school. Got close to a friend after silencing her for 2 years. Running away from teachers who were checking attires. Skip school 2 weeks per semester. Getting highest in major art project only to fail overall. Cursing Huda for always getting highest in malay - hahahahaha!
Well, I just love the last 2 years of my secondary school friend. I believe I have made a lifetime friends from there.
Ahhh. And to make a mental note to myself, Steffi has been so far my only primary school friend that I am keeping in contact - considering the fact that we are not in the same school for soon to be 7 years!
And I think I know who is Cindy Tan.The national archer!
Natoooooooooooooooooooot!
She really in NATIONAL!
CHOW NENE!
Power only nia.
So young and yet in the National! Envy her very much !!!
Goodnight and Bye`
The horror!
It's 2:00AM now and I am a quarter away from finishing one of my assignment.
There is still one more to go and a Math to revise.
CA is in 3 weeks time! Scumm!
I am laggin behind MATHS! How in the world am I ever going to catch up!
I swear that if I cannot catch up on my IT modules, I am going to take up on e-business in year two! At the very least, I might be able to skip one lesson on POA since I have learn that in Secondary school and it was supeeeeeer easy!
I MISS MRS LAI AND MR SOH!
The latter is not in school anymore. But Mrs Lai is!
Teacher's Day. I sure am going back! Going to catch up with my secondary school friends.
Sorry - sidetrack since I am talking about POA.
It seems rather factual that I cannot seem to let go of the past that easily. I have been like this since as long as I can remember! As much as I try to like Ngee Ann, I seem to be missing Beatty more. Ahhh... I miss Mr Singh too and Strawberry nose principle - although I still detest them!
Being caught for late coming by Mr Singh - once in 4 years though =)
Getting suspension and punishment by strawberry nose....
Nostalgic days.
Yeah. I got suspended before. I got black record for cheating in final year exam in secondary one. Teacher chased after me numerous time for homework. Screamed at people who sat at my seat in my first two years. Punching and kicking guys - they kick me although that is rare. I almost kick a guy ****. Arguing with a stupid junior in my final year. Cheating during NAFA test. Ogling at good looking guys - although there are non in my school. Got close to a friend after silencing her for 2 years. Running away from teachers who were checking attires. Skip school 2 weeks per semester. Getting highest in major art project only to fail overall. Cursing Huda for always getting highest in malay - hahahahaha!
Well, I just love the last 2 years of my secondary school friend. I believe I have made a lifetime friends from there.
Ahhh. And to make a mental note to myself, Steffi has been so far my only primary school friend that I am keeping in contact - considering the fact that we are not in the same school for soon to be 7 years!
And I think I know who is Cindy Tan.The national archer!
Natoooooooooooooooooooot!
She really in NATIONAL!
CHOW NENE!
Power only nia.
So young and yet in the National! Envy her very much !!!
Goodnight and Bye`
Labels: May 2008
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
reason denied
There is absolutely no excuse as to why I never attend today's archery.
And the fact remains that I really want to attend it and so why the MIA?
I OVERSLEPT!!
GAWD! Syuharah, you should pat yourself on the back and congratulate yourself for coming up with the stupidest excuse ever!!! - eventhough it is true. I mean, the training is in the afternoon and so why the hell can I possibly overslept!
Thank it to me sleeping in the wee hours the previous night!! And I wasted SGD17 today taking a cab to school only to realise that class was CANCELLED!! How cool was that huh? Drag my ass home after like hanging out at canteen one for awhile and once I reached home, the bed was calling my name non-stop! And sooo that is how I overslept.
Now. I am wondering why the hell am I explaining this on the blog.
I must be crazy.
Dad bought for me HONEY STARS TODAY =) AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Alright I am just feeling jovial because my cereal is almost depleting. I should have asked him to buy the milk too.
So anyway. School at 9am tomorrow -____-"
Thursday is 8am. Meeting IP Wang in the morning. Going for archery in the noon. MUST!
Fri is 9am ending at 5pm. 3 projects submission and math test.
Oh and I want to make new resolutions.
I want to be less temperament! I want to be less violent! I want to be less vulgar!
I must reduce my words to bloody, hell and shit. No more hokkien or french vulgars.
I need to take up muay thai or kickboxing so that my anger can be transfered to something else.
Ahhhh something to look forward to this weekend.
Last basic archery lesson and belly dancing class resume!
I am going to treat myself to some MOCHI ICE-CREAM this weekend~
Weeeeeeeeee!
Ahh.... my dad is thinking of cutting my allowance.
whatever uh - for now.
And the fact remains that I really want to attend it and so why the MIA?
I OVERSLEPT!!
GAWD! Syuharah, you should pat yourself on the back and congratulate yourself for coming up with the stupidest excuse ever!!! - eventhough it is true. I mean, the training is in the afternoon and so why the hell can I possibly overslept!
Thank it to me sleeping in the wee hours the previous night!! And I wasted SGD17 today taking a cab to school only to realise that class was CANCELLED!! How cool was that huh? Drag my ass home after like hanging out at canteen one for awhile and once I reached home, the bed was calling my name non-stop! And sooo that is how I overslept.
Now. I am wondering why the hell am I explaining this on the blog.
I must be crazy.
Dad bought for me HONEY STARS TODAY =) AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Alright I am just feeling jovial because my cereal is almost depleting. I should have asked him to buy the milk too.
So anyway. School at 9am tomorrow -____-"
Thursday is 8am. Meeting IP Wang in the morning. Going for archery in the noon. MUST!
Fri is 9am ending at 5pm. 3 projects submission and math test.
Oh and I want to make new resolutions.
I want to be less temperament! I want to be less violent! I want to be less vulgar!
I must reduce my words to bloody, hell and shit. No more hokkien or french vulgars.
I need to take up muay thai or kickboxing so that my anger can be transfered to something else.
Ahhhh something to look forward to this weekend.
Last basic archery lesson and belly dancing class resume!
I am going to treat myself to some MOCHI ICE-CREAM this weekend~
Weeeeeeeeee!
Ahh.... my dad is thinking of cutting my allowance.
whatever uh - for now.
Labels: May 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008
excited
I cannot contain my excitement anymore!
I have found a great site called Body Candy which sells studs and some of their design are
AHMYGAWD!!
AWESOME!!
The thing why I seldom do online shopping now a days is because of the shipping cost.
And this site offers FREE international shipping with orders above USD20(roundup)
WOW! I am bloody impressed!
Plus the depreciating in the US currency, I get to save more money then ever!
But for now, I have to wait for .... my pay to come in =(
Then I need to shop for new BELLY STUD!!
I have waited a long time to get some. The previous I did it, it was from some other site and my shipping got lost! I think I wasted SGD100-SGD150!!
This time round, I am only buying studs and perhaps bracelet with a budget of SGD50.
I have been contemplating to get a tongue piercing for a while now but I decided to forgo the idea. Reason being, there is no way for me to hide it from my parents and if they ever come to know about it, I am as good as dead!
So yeap. SGD50 for all my studs.
AHMYGAWD!!
AWESOME!!
The thing why I seldom do online shopping now a days is because of the shipping cost.
And this site offers FREE international shipping with orders above USD20(roundup)
WOW! I am bloody impressed!
Plus the depreciating in the US currency, I get to save more money then ever!
But for now, I have to wait for .... my pay to come in =(
Then I need to shop for new BELLY STUD!!
I have waited a long time to get some. The previous I did it, it was from some other site and my shipping got lost! I think I wasted SGD100-SGD150!!
This time round, I am only buying studs and perhaps bracelet with a budget of SGD50.
I have been contemplating to get a tongue piercing for a while now but I decided to forgo the idea. Reason being, there is no way for me to hide it from my parents and if they ever come to know about it, I am as good as dead!
So yeap. SGD50 for all my studs.
Labels: May 2008
Saturday, May 10, 2008
pictures
WAH!
This is like the first time I have ever uploaded this many pictures!
Thirty minutes have gone by....
I decided to put up some of my other photos though....
Have a good laugh.
I am damn PHOTOGENIC!
Even Tyra bank will have to salute to me =)
This is like the first time I have ever uploaded this many pictures!
Thirty minutes have gone by....
I decided to put up some of my other photos though....
Have a good laugh.
I am damn PHOTOGENIC!
Even Tyra bank will have to salute to me =)
Secondaryone.TangTang with specs. Steffi the tied hair. Me - Don't ask stupid question.
.2004.
.2004.
Sukarto in yellow shirt. Phakathorn in blue, Levia (?) in white. Angel in the middle. Vivid in red. TangTang in blue black. Steffi in red too. The little boy is Vivid's brother and ME!
.2003.
.2003.
Steffi. Vivid. The very left girl, I cannot remember. Jessica in black and ME!
It was the eve of National Day. I was actually wearing red and white skirt with SCHOOL SHOES!
Walking Fashion Disaster.
.2005.
It was the eve of National Day. I was actually wearing red and white skirt with SCHOOL SHOES!
Walking Fashion Disaster.
.2005.
Stef. ME! Vid.
.2004.
Steffi~ I like your hair in here!
.2004.
Steffi~ I like your hair in here!
Us again =)All different school~
Stef in Queenstown. Vivid in Outram. ME in Beatty.
.2004.
I went to have my hair strenghten for the day.
Damn. I look stupid.
Jez the most tan. Tang - no need anymore introduction. Mega the slimmest one.
.2005.
Taken on my Birthday.
It was actually my most memorable thus far.
They were the greatest companion. Sad though.
.2005.
Taken on my Birthday.
It was actually my most memorable thus far.
They were the greatest companion. Sad though.
My older sister in the headscarf. Her indonesian friednd Mira. And me.
Damn that bitch. Hahahahahaha.
.2005.
Damn that bitch. Hahahahahaha.
.2005.
Weiling and me..2006.
Vivid and me.
.2005.
I have alot of pictures with her during that year. Apparently, it was her last year in Singapore for real. God! I miss her!
.2005.
I have alot of pictures with her during that year. Apparently, it was her last year in Singapore for real. God! I miss her!
Nah. My childhood photo. I was a BIG FAT PIG!
Mom say, I was the darkest. And I am still till now among my family members~
Mom say, I was the darkest. And I am still till now among my family members~
PAP! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
My MOTHER LA CUT THE HAIR!!
I was always mistaken as a boy when I was in my shorts and t-shirt!
Cannot remember what year as I am unable to recall whether I took it in K1 or K2 =/
This was in Secondaryone..2004.
Sarkasi Said was like the alumni of my school. Or something like that.
Ahhh... My favourite i-don't-know-what-is-it-called.
.1995.
I was 4 years old back then.
Or was it 1994? Heck la.
.1995.
I was 4 years old back then.
Or was it 1994? Heck la.
Yeahh...If I have the time, I might upload my Bali, Thailand and Australia photos.
Too many uh. I am super lazy. See how uh.
That's all la. I haven't even completed my Java and also my other project.
Damn la.
Bye. I need to burn the midnight oil.
P/S: I might not be blogging as often for the next coming days. I have COS/FP and WP projects that are up for submission. FSP too and lastly, I have to restudy my maths right from chapter one up till chapter 3 by myself. I am not having tuition anymore therefore the need for me to start catching up with everything.
P/P/S: Damn I am feeling the pressure stuck between my ass! There is just so much to do and it is ONLY 5 modules! What the toooooooooooot!!!
FIVE MODULES AND I AM THIS PRESSURED!
I should just shoot myself and REST IN PEACE.
Bye`
Oh before I go, I calculated how many time I can ponteng one module to get EXACTLY 80% modules. It is 6 times!!! Oh my god! Lucky lucky! I shall make FULL use of it.
Oh IS is only 3 since divide it by half....
Don't get me? Go die la.
Labels: May 2008
infected.
God! My left eye got infected !!!!
Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!Die!
I don't have my specs!
It dropped somewhere in Bugis last year and it was only a 2 month old specs. My mom told me that that specs was the last she would ever buy for me thus the reason why I am wearing contact lens!
My first time getting infected!
And the pain plus irritation I have to go through with this red eye of mine are enough to make me gorge out this eyeball.
I will update more later. Will be putting up pictures of my old time cos Steffi request for it.
I was so PRETTY la last time!
For real!
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Pretty ugly that is....
Okay la. Till later~
I don't have my specs!
It dropped somewhere in Bugis last year and it was only a 2 month old specs. My mom told me that that specs was the last she would ever buy for me thus the reason why I am wearing contact lens!
My first time getting infected!
And the pain plus irritation I have to go through with this red eye of mine are enough to make me gorge out this eyeball.
I will update more later. Will be putting up pictures of my old time cos Steffi request for it.
I was so PRETTY la last time!
For real!
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Pretty ugly that is....
Okay la. Till later~
Labels: May 2008
Thursday, May 08, 2008
random
Nah. My new sports bra... (random -__-")
Next year will be a memorable one =) I will officially be 18!! Let me buy - using your money - cigarettes and alcohol for those who can consume them =) And let's watch a M18 movie!! I want to see the people checking my Identity Card and when they realise I have actually turned 18 on that day itself, I will give them the smug look!!! What a bugger. I am still 17. Sheeesh...
And next thing I want to get....
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Yup... I want my bike license!
But these kind of bike cost about 12k!
But I really prefer bike to car!!
If car, I only like Peugeot and Chevrolet.
They are too costly though and like, monthly need to pay about SGD800 including petrol.
Who can afford such thing! I am still a student....
Unless of course my dad wants to sponsor me which will never happen anytime soon....
A bike. Yes. I need to work towards it.
UPDATE!
On a happier sidenote.
Sister bringing me to go shopping!!!
After going to the hospital that is...
I think I want to bring her to a neoprint booth. Been about a year plus since I last done it.
But then again. There is the camera... who needs neoprint.!
Pfffttt....
okay what else. i cannot wait for saturday to come by.
only having archery for the day after that I can hit the bed and dooze off to my lullaby dreamland.
ahhhhh! I am updating everyday.
what in the world am I doing?!
And next thing I want to get....
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Yup... I want my bike license!
But these kind of bike cost about 12k!
But I really prefer bike to car!!
If car, I only like Peugeot and Chevrolet.
They are too costly though and like, monthly need to pay about SGD800 including petrol.
Who can afford such thing! I am still a student....
Unless of course my dad wants to sponsor me which will never happen anytime soon....
A bike. Yes. I need to work towards it.
UPDATE!
On a happier sidenote.
Sister bringing me to go shopping!!!
After going to the hospital that is...
I think I want to bring her to a neoprint booth. Been about a year plus since I last done it.
But then again. There is the camera... who needs neoprint.!
Pfffttt....
okay what else. i cannot wait for saturday to come by.
only having archery for the day after that I can hit the bed and dooze off to my lullaby dreamland.
ahhhhh! I am updating everyday.
what in the world am I doing?!
Labels: May 2008
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
SAM IS EVIL!
I wanted to post the chat I had with Elizabeth but somehow, I cannot seem to put it up here. Something is just wrong with my computer I guess.
Many say money is the root of ALL evil.
They should include height too!
Look at SAMKOH!
That girl is so tall that she makes fun of PETITE people like me!
Yeah. Being too TALL or too SHORT is bad!
EEEEVVVIIILLLL!!
I am having COS now.
Hell. I am stressing but at the same time having fun doing it. Well Sort of!!
I need to catch up on my studies. Tonight, I am going to study on my Computing Mathematics and the Java thing! Tomorrow there will be a quiz! If I don't get it, I am going to skip the lesson =)
I am starting to like the stress...
And the teachers kept calling my first name ... SITI!
What the hell...
Sound so disgusting.
UPDATE!
Okay. Got myself a new sports bra. Took a picture of it but I am too lazy to post it up.
Ahhhh... To date, I only have 2 surviving sports bra. One is New Balance which I dislike because the design is oh-so-awful! It's 2 years old. Another one is my favourite - Nike Dri-Fit. It has a unique design and it has been with me for 4 years going on 5 years!
Yeah, I take great pride in my bras.
Going to get my Pierre Cardin sooon.
Daddy sponsoring again =)
Oh. And I love LONSDALE!
Oh however you spell it luh. The stuff are nice =)
And they are like.... CHEAP! CHEAP! CHEAP!
Jacket only for SGD80!
I want to pester my sister to buy it for me.
Yeap. I am professional at whining for stuffs.
Tomorrow we are going to stay back for project.
Man I dread project.
Many say money is the root of ALL evil.
They should include height too!
Look at SAMKOH!
That girl is so tall that she makes fun of PETITE people like me!
Yeah. Being too TALL or too SHORT is bad!
EEEEVVVIIILLLL!!
I am having COS now.
Hell. I am stressing but at the same time having fun doing it. Well Sort of!!
I need to catch up on my studies. Tonight, I am going to study on my Computing Mathematics and the Java thing! Tomorrow there will be a quiz! If I don't get it, I am going to skip the lesson =)
I am starting to like the stress...
And the teachers kept calling my first name ... SITI!
What the hell...
Sound so disgusting.
UPDATE!
Okay. Got myself a new sports bra. Took a picture of it but I am too lazy to post it up.
Ahhhh... To date, I only have 2 surviving sports bra. One is New Balance which I dislike because the design is oh-so-awful! It's 2 years old. Another one is my favourite - Nike Dri-Fit. It has a unique design and it has been with me for 4 years going on 5 years!
Yeah, I take great pride in my bras.
Going to get my Pierre Cardin sooon.
Daddy sponsoring again =)
Oh. And I love LONSDALE!
Oh however you spell it luh. The stuff are nice =)
And they are like.... CHEAP! CHEAP! CHEAP!
Jacket only for SGD80!
I want to pester my sister to buy it for me.
Yeap. I am professional at whining for stuffs.
Tomorrow we are going to stay back for project.
Man I dread project.
Labels: May 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
bunch of kuku
Okay I need to vent my anger and frustration and irritation and you get it.
Okay so in archery, there is 2 guys - I will try and not be racist here.
So anyway.
KANNINABUCHAOCIBAI!
LINNAUYA!
I FEEL LIKE SCREWING YOUR COCK AND CHOP IT UP AFTER WHICH I WILL SHOVE IT UP YOUR GUT AND MOUTH!!
ARGGHH!!!
They are fucking IRRITATING! Yeah they did nothing to me but the amount of disrespect that they show, and with their snotty attitude, I feel like shoving an arrow right through their anus! I don't really get angry for a long time. Most of it disappear within time but for this situation, KANNINA!
I even lost my appetite to eat! I think I am eating on my anger thus the reason why I do not feel hungry any longer. But this is the worst I tell you. I haven't got this angry for such a long time. I haven't eat my dinner and supper which is DEFINITELY not a good sign!
I get irritated if I miss any meal!
And how dare they scold some of the other new freshmen!!
What are they?! Captain?!
Hell no!
And what is with that yeah-i-know-it-all attitude?!
God! I really feel like going up to him and kicking him in the groin!
If it wasn't a sin, I might have murdered him on the spot!
And they are such a loud mouth! If they were the enthusiastic kind, I might give it in.
But they have this snotty,snobbish sound in them like as though everybody wants to listen to them! Even their normal conversation among themselves are LOUD!
NOBODY FUCKING WANTS TO HEAR YOUR CONVO YOU DICKHEADS!
God. I don't give a hoot if they are going to be joining the archery in a long run but if they are trying to rule the place as though it is theirs I will be the first to object to it!
Being people's enemy is part of my hobby.
Especially - people like them!
I will update later. Hopefully. If I don't fall asleep while watching my drama.
Okay so in archery, there is 2 guys - I will try and not be racist here.
So anyway.
KANNINABUCHAOCIBAI!
LINNAUYA!
I FEEL LIKE SCREWING YOUR COCK AND CHOP IT UP AFTER WHICH I WILL SHOVE IT UP YOUR GUT AND MOUTH!!
ARGGHH!!!
They are fucking IRRITATING! Yeah they did nothing to me but the amount of disrespect that they show, and with their snotty attitude, I feel like shoving an arrow right through their anus! I don't really get angry for a long time. Most of it disappear within time but for this situation, KANNINA!
I even lost my appetite to eat! I think I am eating on my anger thus the reason why I do not feel hungry any longer. But this is the worst I tell you. I haven't got this angry for such a long time. I haven't eat my dinner and supper which is DEFINITELY not a good sign!
I get irritated if I miss any meal!
And how dare they scold some of the other new freshmen!!
What are they?! Captain?!
Hell no!
And what is with that yeah-i-know-it-all attitude?!
God! I really feel like going up to him and kicking him in the groin!
If it wasn't a sin, I might have murdered him on the spot!
And they are such a loud mouth! If they were the enthusiastic kind, I might give it in.
But they have this snotty,snobbish sound in them like as though everybody wants to listen to them! Even their normal conversation among themselves are LOUD!
NOBODY FUCKING WANTS TO HEAR YOUR CONVO YOU DICKHEADS!
God. I don't give a hoot if they are going to be joining the archery in a long run but if they are trying to rule the place as though it is theirs I will be the first to object to it!
Being people's enemy is part of my hobby.
Especially - people like them!
I will update later. Hopefully. If I don't fall asleep while watching my drama.
Labels: May 2008
Sunday, May 04, 2008
missing you badly
Guys! Remember these pictures?!
Yup. Our Friday outing although the last picture was our sunglasses hunting day.
I miss those days!
Maybe. Want to reignite those nights again? Leave out Friday free!
I know. Projects and assignments and all the shitfuckload plus the bloody deadline submission.
But sparing about 3-4 hours on Friday night won't hurt right?
I mean, we can do it fortnightly. Since this week some of you have gone to Sentosa - sorry people!! I am trying to commit to a CCA for once - then we can do it on the 16th May. How does that sound?!
I MISS YOU SHITLOADS ALOT!
We can go and have late night dinners plus movies!
Fish & co. Swensen. Newton. Or maybe a new place that we have yet to venture!
Play Counter Strike! I want to play it again! I think I have not touch that game for like 3-4 months? Can't remember. We can kill cow together!!
Maybe from next year onwards, clubbing will be our next destination!
EH! But don't feed me alcohol ye...
Remember this picture Steff? Vivid's Birthday 2005.
Ahhh.. And Steff. After you move then we meet up?
I don't want to trouble you during those period.
Oh and mom going to kill me. I just ship a limited edition Japanese CD costing me about SGD50 in total! She is so going to bust my ass and debit card!
Getting my pay at the end of this month. (randomness)
Okay this month. I don't think there will be anything fascinating(likealways) except that I might be rejoining the belly dancing class for good on the 17th of May or the 18th whichever that I feel free. Ahhhhh... I want to repierce my top ear again. And maybe another belly ring on the bottom part! I feel like getting a henna tattoo tooo since I cannot get the real thing. And dye my hair to light brown.
Oh and I am going to a belly dancing trial tomorrow with my younger sister.
I need to accompany her. She is paying for me cos I told her I am broke - of course it's a lie!
I am craving for sushi, sashimi, soba noodles, soft shell crab and tempura ice-cream!
Ichiban sushi anyone?
.Pay yourself.
HUEHUEHUEHUEHUE!!
Okay I am crazy. Shutup. Goodnight. Byebye.
Yup. Our Friday outing although the last picture was our sunglasses hunting day.
I miss those days!
Maybe. Want to reignite those nights again? Leave out Friday free!
I know. Projects and assignments and all the shitfuckload plus the bloody deadline submission.
But sparing about 3-4 hours on Friday night won't hurt right?
I mean, we can do it fortnightly. Since this week some of you have gone to Sentosa - sorry people!! I am trying to commit to a CCA for once - then we can do it on the 16th May. How does that sound?!
I MISS YOU SHITLOADS ALOT!
We can go and have late night dinners plus movies!
Fish & co. Swensen. Newton. Or maybe a new place that we have yet to venture!
Play Counter Strike! I want to play it again! I think I have not touch that game for like 3-4 months? Can't remember. We can kill cow together!!
Maybe from next year onwards, clubbing will be our next destination!
EH! But don't feed me alcohol ye...
Remember this picture Steff? Vivid's Birthday 2005.
Ahhh.. And Steff. After you move then we meet up?
I don't want to trouble you during those period.
Oh and mom going to kill me. I just ship a limited edition Japanese CD costing me about SGD50 in total! She is so going to bust my ass and debit card!
Getting my pay at the end of this month. (randomness)
Okay this month. I don't think there will be anything fascinating(likealways) except that I might be rejoining the belly dancing class for good on the 17th of May or the 18th whichever that I feel free. Ahhhhh... I want to repierce my top ear again. And maybe another belly ring on the bottom part! I feel like getting a henna tattoo tooo since I cannot get the real thing. And dye my hair to light brown.
Oh and I am going to a belly dancing trial tomorrow with my younger sister.
I need to accompany her. She is paying for me cos I told her I am broke - of course it's a lie!
I am craving for sushi, sashimi, soba noodles, soft shell crab and tempura ice-cream!
Ichiban sushi anyone?
.Pay yourself.
HUEHUEHUEHUEHUE!!
Okay I am crazy. Shutup. Goodnight. Byebye.
Labels: May 2008
Saturday, May 03, 2008
jacket
Stupid throat! damn kannina la!
Cough and cough like it is nobody's business!
Anyway, I had my archery and I like it! Got to talk with the other archery(s) and they are super nice to talk to! i think I might commit myself to this CCA for the first time. Mind you i have joined choir and library before but both only last for a year. Oh and I want to get the JACKET!!!!
Damn shikapoopipoop lor!
The JACKET is super nice! Hope they don't change the design or anything on it.
It's my motivation to join competition and archery.
And we are like going to have camping in June.
Hopefully it is nice like my Secondary 3 camp although I still detest going to camp.
Ahhhh.... And by the way. I am going to join a class something something on 17th of May and some of it may stretch to several days of the weekdays.
Aiyoh I don't know what I am talking about lor.
Later than update. Going to work soon.
Start at 5. Going to off to work at 5.
How cool is that?!
Okay la. now 4:10. I want to sleep for half-hour. then bath then off to work.
Cough and cough like it is nobody's business!
Anyway, I had my archery and I like it! Got to talk with the other archery(s) and they are super nice to talk to! i think I might commit myself to this CCA for the first time. Mind you i have joined choir and library before but both only last for a year. Oh and I want to get the JACKET!!!!
Damn shikapoopipoop lor!
The JACKET is super nice! Hope they don't change the design or anything on it.
It's my motivation to join competition and archery.
And we are like going to have camping in June.
Hopefully it is nice like my Secondary 3 camp although I still detest going to camp.
Ahhhh.... And by the way. I am going to join a class something something on 17th of May and some of it may stretch to several days of the weekdays.
Aiyoh I don't know what I am talking about lor.
Later than update. Going to work soon.
Start at 5. Going to off to work at 5.
How cool is that?!
Okay la. now 4:10. I want to sleep for half-hour. then bath then off to work.
Labels: May 2008
Friday, May 02, 2008
unplan plans
Okay.
My sister's new workplace is organizing a trip to overseas! Either to Bali or Bangkok....
Although I prefer the latter for great shopping - pratunam and platinum shopping mall is the new shit! - I like Bali for it's paradise. Shopping is not that bad but you really must know how to speak their language and bargain!
And okay, it is going to be done when I am having my first semester holiday!!
Just nice nia! If it does happen, my sis is planning to bring me along provided that she pays for everything including 1/4 of my shopping expenses!
I am also having like an unplan plan to go to Bangkok end of this year with my friend.
If that is not going to happen, then I will save the money for my future trip to Boston and San Francisco. If my sister ends up going back to school next year, I will be having companion again cos she will be studying in the wheelock college. Plus - free meals! And she might have the need to go to Boston for like study exchange. I am going to follow her if it's during my break.
Hooooo..... Wah sey. I want to sleep now. Night.
This is just a random post.
Archery tomorrow!!!
Labels: May 2008
weekend is here again!
Its 3:24pm now.
Damn. I want to go home.
And I saw Sammy wawa just now in school!
And I know who is Greg now! I thought he is an Indian with a name sounding like Muthu!
Damn. I am missing the old Beatty people.
We must have a get together in NgeeAnn one day you know.
All the NgeeAnn Beatty.
There is Sam(DUh!), Huda, Weiling, Melvin, Isabel, Xiong, Widya, Ulfred, Faezah and etcetc.
There are a number of them that I cannot remember now.
Okay. I know it is not possible to like have everyone to gather.
But I want a gathering with atleast ... Sam, Huda, Weiling and Melvin.
Never had with them - except for Huuudy and Ah ling.
Damnnnn.
I want to go home now. And our mentor might release us early =)
Loving it now. Weekend is tomorrow. And archery is here.
My cousin asking me for help so I will only be home at night.
And at night, I will be out for hmmm.... I don't know, after watching my indonesian drama.
Its my first time letting my classmate know my blog.
So welcome people!
I might spam your blog if I am bored =)
You have been told hor!
Damn. I want to go home.
And I saw Sammy wawa just now in school!
And I know who is Greg now! I thought he is an Indian with a name sounding like Muthu!
Damn. I am missing the old Beatty people.
We must have a get together in NgeeAnn one day you know.
All the NgeeAnn Beatty.
There is Sam(DUh!), Huda, Weiling, Melvin, Isabel, Xiong, Widya, Ulfred, Faezah and etcetc.
There are a number of them that I cannot remember now.
Okay. I know it is not possible to like have everyone to gather.
But I want a gathering with atleast ... Sam, Huda, Weiling and Melvin.
Never had with them - except for Huuudy and Ah ling.
Damnnnn.
I want to go home now. And our mentor might release us early =)
Loving it now. Weekend is tomorrow. And archery is here.
My cousin asking me for help so I will only be home at night.
And at night, I will be out for hmmm.... I don't know, after watching my indonesian drama.
Its my first time letting my classmate know my blog.
So welcome people!
I might spam your blog if I am bored =)
You have been told hor!
Labels: May 2008
Thursday, May 01, 2008
sickness in my head
Fucking hell!
I am having a flu, nose block, headache and spine pain.
This is much more worse than I can imagine. Later there will be a family gathering. Bringing my laptop and also my maths textbook there. I need to utilize all the time that I have to complete every of my assignment.
And I have a project that requires me to know the input and output of my computer and how to upgrade it. I am asking my dad to call his friend who expertise in computer to help me out cos I really have to idea what in the blue world it is eventhough we learn it in class countless of times.
I guess, I am not much of a theory person.
Thank god I took up on IT. Because, whatever that I study, I need to apply it right away.
It has been a tough week for me.
And I have a quiz that is due tomorrow. Great.
Oh and 2 major assignment has been assign to us.
Great. I think I am going to be admitted to hospital at least once for over exhaustion if I am not careful.
I am having a flu, nose block, headache and spine pain.
This is much more worse than I can imagine. Later there will be a family gathering. Bringing my laptop and also my maths textbook there. I need to utilize all the time that I have to complete every of my assignment.
And I have a project that requires me to know the input and output of my computer and how to upgrade it. I am asking my dad to call his friend who expertise in computer to help me out cos I really have to idea what in the blue world it is eventhough we learn it in class countless of times.
I guess, I am not much of a theory person.
Thank god I took up on IT. Because, whatever that I study, I need to apply it right away.
It has been a tough week for me.
And I have a quiz that is due tomorrow. Great.
Oh and 2 major assignment has been assign to us.
Great. I think I am going to be admitted to hospital at least once for over exhaustion if I am not careful.
Labels: May 2008
Get metal bow - Win & Win Inno Carbon
Get Archery Jacket!!
Red Ipod Shuffle!
Better marks for Semester 2:GPA 3.5
Not give up in Archery
Thailand next year
Go to Japan and S.Korea
Get JLPT 4 certificate
Beat Stacy 30 meter score
Beat Yishan 30 meter score
Be less SPENDTHRIFT!!
Get my health back on track
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