There is a very thin line between caring and irritating.
Apparently, the latter always happen.
It gets on my nerves. And I get angry easily when this occurs.

You can scold me vulgarities. You can get violent with me.
But being irritating is one of the things that I can never tolerate.

I am in fact very direct.
If I am happy, I will showcase it by laughing heartily.
If I am sad, I will just cry easily.
If I am angry, I wouldn't bother holding myself back from scolding vulgarities.

And if I am irritated, I won't hold back to tell you just that. I also won't mind losing the friendship when it is mix with frustration and distress.

I express myself easily. I don't hold back emotion because that is plain stupid.
A girl who is irritating, somehow I can tolerate it a little. But if a guy is irritating, I just feel like shoving my fist up his abdomen and let him vomit out whatever he has just eaten.

Yes. Just now I was feeling irritated before presentation. I have to practically do almost everything. I am so tired. There is no initiative at all from anybody except from Wei Siong I think - for that I thank him. I am not trying to bad mouth anybody but I am just so frustrated. And please don't keep on asking me the same question over and over again like a spoil radio station!

Projects. It brings out the worst in everybody.
Apologising will not solve everything. It is not the case for me because I love to hold grudges.
And furthermore, it won't make up for the amount of sleep that I have lost trying to complete this fucking project.
Thank you to Jolene though for your help =) - I thought I might die on that very night.
This is the reason why, I have always like doing individual project.
I can do whatever I like. If the teacher were to criticise my work, I have no one to blame to except for myself. If it were group work, chances are, everybody will take the opportunity to avoid trying to be the responsible person.

I am tired. In the future, I might lock up this blog. Only those that have my links will be given access to this blog. Because, in the future, there are chances that this blog will be my venting ground on the serious level whereby I am starting to HATE people.

You know something?
I think this is worst then my Secondary one life.
And I have always hated my entrance year in secondary school.
When I think about it now, this is the worst for me right now.

There are people in my class that are fun and nice to be with but there are people that just get on my nerves. I am still in my year one. So I will try and not cause trouble for myself.
When in year 2, I might reveal it.
I cannot wait for 3 years to past by. I will be in the working life, earning my fucking money and enjoying my fucking life. I hope to make a few good friends though to keep in touch and to introduce them to my old friends.

But for now, that remain to be unseen.