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Friday, May 30, 2008

stressing out

Studying has apparently made my brain go haywire!
I am like spamming some people's blog and writing nonsensical that just pop up at the corner of my brain. This is scary.
After 6 months of hiatus from really mugging like a mad women, this has taken a toll on my total well being. Goodness gracious me.

FSP is fucking tough. Alright. I did not listen to a single thing that he was teaching. Its like, I can only concentrate on the topic for at most 15 minutes before wonderland starts calling for me. Great. Then there is the computing mathematics. Goodness me.

I can concentrate for the first 2 hours but when he got to my other enemy topic, the computer will be the place where I wonder off. The first topic and the second topic is the shit. I just hate those 2 topics to the maximum that I wish they just never exist.

Who in the blue world created them huh?!

Killing my brain cells every single second trying to put everything inside this puny brain of mine in the hope that it will remain there.

Stress. Such a small word with big impact.

Labels: May 2008