Okay.
Had a squabble and a little argument with my mom.
She was threatening that she will use all means to make me quit archery if I don't rest at all when instructed by the doctor! ARGH!!
Quit archery?! Are you kidding?!
Quit school atleast alright. Maybe I can go to other school division but archery?!

Kiss my fat butt first la okay.

So yeah. Schedule for surgery is 5:00pm today.
I hope they put me to sleep instead of cutting me up when I am still wide awake.
It's damn painful! But I manage to not shed any tears or shout and scream in agony.
I just try to use psychology on myself by thinking
"If piercing body part is nothing, this should be nothing too"
Apparently it works in a way or another. But yeah still hurts.
Kena stitching also when I am not sleeping. Just tahan and think I am re-piercing my belly button 18 times. Only that my belly button shift to the back -___-"

I can still go through training and stuffs after I pop several painkiller! No worries at all!
No pain at all!
Only maybe ... running and jumping is not ermm ... suitable.
And also stretching :(
Since the new stitch is still very new, I have to be extra caution when doing something in case it just tear and all!!

Fuck it man! I am bloody going to stretch nia! I am not giving up my flexibility after all the sufferings I had to go through when in Primary One!
You stupid surgery!

I have the strong urge right now to just tear off and use super elephant glue to stick it up!!

Thank god archery uses the top body muscle most of the time.
Lucky lucky lucky.

I want to try and sleep on my back.
Let's clock on now many hours I can withstand :)

And those tagging at my tagboard.
Can you please reveal yourself if you want to say something?
Most of it are encouragement and advice and .... make it short positive comments.
And since you are an unknown identity, I won't really give a shit about those comments. Maybe how I reply may sound nice because you trouble yourself to tag but yeah, I won't follow any of it. Listening to a strangers comment?

I think I am mad if I really do.

On the other hand....
If you are here to say something negative like:
"You fucking pussy!"
"Don't act strong la knn!!"

Please use anonymous. And at most, since I do not know you, I will just curse you under my breath such as:
"Laocibai! Hope he/she grows dandruff on the bottom amazon!"
Yeap. That's all. But if I do know you, at most if girl I will slap you and if guy, I will kick you if I have the strength and after the stitching heal fully.

With that I end my post today.
Going to meet Stacy later :)
Maybe Yishan too and EKang.
Bye~
I need to try and clock how long I can sleep on my back since it will be the last in many days to come.