black&gold.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

my treasure are my friends

With doors close and open windows,
I hope I can relax and breath in and out fresh air without pressuring myself.
It has been a terrible month.
Actually specifically said, it has been a horrible year.

The school. The course. The environment. The change.

It is not something that I want to endeavor.

I am tired. Real tired with surprising events popping up out of nowhere.
I miss my old friends so much that I will sometimes cry myself to sleep.
I miss (primary to secondary)

Steffi, Vivid, Ren, Phakathorn, Sabariah, Hong Loong, Sukarto, Jolly, Ze Kai, Roy, Chinto, Shafiqah, WanJing, Parthibun, Wei Zhou, Syamira, Nabihah and perhaps Limantra.

Haslina, Huda, QiLing, Agatha, Widya, Elizabeth, ShengYang, ShiXiong, GuanKai, Andy, Vanessa, Tang, Theresa, Jovin, WeiZhou, Yichou, Parthibun, Peera, Yohanes, Samantha Koh, MaLong, Janice, Kangning, KiatSiang, Kenneth and WeiLing.

Yeah. The number of friends that I have can be counted with your bare fingers. Although some of the above that are listed are not my really close friends, but they are the people that makes my daily life very interesting.

Some are real busy with life. Some have gone overseas to study. Some adapted to their new life so easily. While others like me are stuck within the old time dimension.

Will life be mundane if there is no change? What if I could combine both my primary and secondary school friends together?

Both sides are real noisy people.
But I especially treasure my primary school friends. Eventhough it has been like almost to FIVE years since we had a gathering, but nonetheless, almost everyone took the effort to free up a day for a final "complete" old gathering before another one of our friend flew away.

Friends.
It shall remain forever.
These are the friends that I will treasure for life.
It is hard for me to make new friends because the old ones are a terrific bunch of people!
I have said in my previous entries to not trust or depend on your friends and family.
But I hope, for once again, I am opening that option again to my old friends.

I just closed it up after one incident.
I should let others get the chance.

Cheers to them!~

Labels: June 2008