Wednesday, July 16, 2008
moved!
sorry people.
but I have moved to wordpress.
I find it soo much more convenient although the skin is very sucky and disgusting.
this blog will remain as it is though. Skali I want to move back here as there is more skins =)
But that is highly unlikely of me to move back here.
yeap =) see ya peeps there!
but I have moved to wordpress.
I find it soo much more convenient although the skin is very sucky and disgusting.
this blog will remain as it is though. Skali I want to move back here as there is more skins =)
But that is highly unlikely of me to move back here.
yeap =) see ya peeps there!
Labels: July 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
first entry today
Okay.
To start off, I am going to open a livejournal blog soon.
It is NOT accessible to everyone.
It is NOT accessible to everyone.
Those who wants to view it, make your own livejournal account and add me. Please use a username that is easy for me to identify you. And did I mention that only those from the age of 16 to 20 as of 2008 is applicable for this? Well, yes. I don't want to add strangers. And if let's say your username is really weird, MSN me. I will add you instead.
If you are younger or older than the stated age,
please DO refrain from adding.
I won't at any situation add you!
There are some people who are sneakily reading my blog.
I am fine with that.
But since I know that, I am not able to blog out everything that I have constricted in my heart. Sometimes, I am afraid of my own words because I know it is hurtful without being told.
_________________________________________
I am doing my FP report now.
Halfway through it. Hopefully I can complete it by today and submit the report to Frankie himself. Going to the gym tomorrow night. I realised my stamina for running has hit an all time low. I can only brisk walk/run 4 laps and nothing more than that. And include this - it took me 20 minutes to actually complete it! For the love of tian! 1.6km at 20 minutes!
And I lose my breath EASILY!
Before I even manage to complete half of the first lap. The medicine is really working at it's best!
Carried 14kg worth of weights and I feel like my muscle are screaming for help! Did the one for the back muscle using 18kg. I can do a complete SPLIT now without any pain!!
Okay I cheat la. I eat painkiller half an hour before I did it.
I need to do fletching by Wednesday as I need to shoot on Thursday.
______________________________________________
Updating more later.
I need to rest my brain. Studies has already sucked out 3/4 of my life.
I want to shoot! I want to have a punching bag! I need to dance!
Basically. I need a life.
If you are younger or older than the stated age,
please DO refrain from adding.
I won't at any situation add you!
There are some people who are sneakily reading my blog.
I am fine with that.
But since I know that, I am not able to blog out everything that I have constricted in my heart. Sometimes, I am afraid of my own words because I know it is hurtful without being told.
_________________________________________
I am doing my FP report now.
Halfway through it. Hopefully I can complete it by today and submit the report to Frankie himself. Going to the gym tomorrow night. I realised my stamina for running has hit an all time low. I can only brisk walk/run 4 laps and nothing more than that. And include this - it took me 20 minutes to actually complete it! For the love of tian! 1.6km at 20 minutes!
And I lose my breath EASILY!
Before I even manage to complete half of the first lap. The medicine is really working at it's best!
Carried 14kg worth of weights and I feel like my muscle are screaming for help! Did the one for the back muscle using 18kg. I can do a complete SPLIT now without any pain!!
Okay I cheat la. I eat painkiller half an hour before I did it.
I need to do fletching by Wednesday as I need to shoot on Thursday.
______________________________________________
Updating more later.
I need to rest my brain. Studies has already sucked out 3/4 of my life.
I want to shoot! I want to have a punching bag! I need to dance!
Basically. I need a life.
Labels: July 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
plans
This will be my schedule for the coming weeks
Monday
Shooting 1 set. Before or after school depends. Gym at 7:30pm. Home by 9:30pm.
*Tuesday
Gym in the morning at 8:30am to 9:30am. Shooting at 3pm 1 set. Home by 10:30pm.
Wednesday
Gym in the morning or at night. Home by 5:00pm or 7:30pm. Revision on all modules.
Thursday
Shooting 2 sets. Home by 10:30pm or later.
Friday
Gym in the morning. Home by 6pm . Revision on all modules. Sleep by midnight.
Saturday
Shoot to my hearts content. 4 sets. Home by 9:30pm.
Sunday
Shoot at 9am - 9:30am. Home by 9:30pm.
Tuesday is an ass-y day I have to say. Anything unexpected can happen on that day. Therefore I can never know what I can expect on that day. Just received a mail stating that COMT is cancelled! SEE! Then due to my absent on Friday because of my crash computer - Thankyouverymuch, I had to attend a makeup maths lesson.
I need to remember to hand in my math file. It is WAY overdue. And to study the latest topics.
HEARD THAT CM test will be held on the 8th of August.
COS will be on the 17th week which is 3 weeks from now!
From what I see in the calendar, CM and COS are both 3 weeks from now.
Therefore, chances of us having a holiday 2 weeks earlier is 90%!!!!!!
I am definitely looking forward to that man!
During those time, I will shoot everyday like nobody's business!
Hit the gym as though I own half of the shares!
Apparently just now, I tried 50m and I bent 2 arrows!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I am like half heart pain and half not. Cos basically, it's cheap. It the arrows were to be 1st hand one, I will perhaps cry right now. Anyway, none of the arrows hit the target board. Paiseh sia.
Nevermind. I am going to up my poundage soon. From 26 to 30 I think.
Somehow at this moment, I really want to win something in Pesta.
I am hungering for some victory.
I sound so animal~
Gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Night~
Monday
Shooting 1 set. Before or after school depends. Gym at 7:30pm. Home by 9:30pm.
*Tuesday
Gym in the morning at 8:30am to 9:30am. Shooting at 3pm 1 set. Home by 10:30pm.
Wednesday
Gym in the morning or at night. Home by 5:00pm or 7:30pm. Revision on all modules.
Thursday
Shooting 2 sets. Home by 10:30pm or later.
Friday
Gym in the morning. Home by 6pm . Revision on all modules. Sleep by midnight.
Saturday
Shoot to my hearts content. 4 sets. Home by 9:30pm.
Sunday
Shoot at 9am - 9:30am. Home by 9:30pm.
Tuesday is an ass-y day I have to say. Anything unexpected can happen on that day. Therefore I can never know what I can expect on that day. Just received a mail stating that COMT is cancelled! SEE! Then due to my absent on Friday because of my crash computer - Thankyouverymuch, I had to attend a makeup maths lesson.
I need to remember to hand in my math file. It is WAY overdue. And to study the latest topics.
HEARD THAT CM test will be held on the 8th of August.
COS will be on the 17th week which is 3 weeks from now!
From what I see in the calendar, CM and COS are both 3 weeks from now.
Therefore, chances of us having a holiday 2 weeks earlier is 90%!!!!!!
I am definitely looking forward to that man!
During those time, I will shoot everyday like nobody's business!
Hit the gym as though I own half of the shares!
Apparently just now, I tried 50m and I bent 2 arrows!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I am like half heart pain and half not. Cos basically, it's cheap. It the arrows were to be 1st hand one, I will perhaps cry right now. Anyway, none of the arrows hit the target board. Paiseh sia.
Nevermind. I am going to up my poundage soon. From 26 to 30 I think.
Somehow at this moment, I really want to win something in Pesta.
I am hungering for some victory.
I sound so animal~
Gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Night~
Labels: July 2008
pictures2
I was browsing through some of my unpost pictures in my entries. I know this is like way overdue but these are the pictures from my melbourne and bali trip. This is just a small portion of it. The rest of the pictures are god know where it is.First 10 pictures are from australia. The double decker is the place where I stay in melbourne. It's a backpackers place =) Stayed on the top bunk! This place, eventhough there are like pubs nearby and the girl that slept on the bottom bunk is an ex-prostitute, it is still a generally safe environment!
The very first picture is the place whereby I stayed while at the Great Ocean Road in Apollo Bay. The third picture - I took it while on a helicopter.
Then the carve out names.
Hehehehehehehehe.
Skali my cousin have been here before! Who knows!
He has been to almost everywhere!
Second last picture is while in Bali and I only had the look-like-burberry baggage at the starting of the trip. The big trolley one is from australia while the big rectangle bag is bought in bali for only SGD9!
Okay. bye~
Labels: July 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
lazy
I want to blog today
but I am lazy.
Tagboard reply - I will do it tomorrow during class time okay =)
but I am lazy.
Tagboard reply - I will do it tomorrow during class time okay =)
Night~
Labels: July 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
sunny day
Today has got to be one of the most fantastic day ever!
Firstly, I got back half of my form. I have totally lost it on Thursday - on that later.
Then I had ROTI PRATA at JALAN KAYU - it was great I tell you!
AND lastly,
NO E-LEARNING!
Tian la! That is the greatest news EVER!
Okay... now. First and foremost this is going to be a long post. I think. I have alot to type now.
Okay. Sorry to Jolene, EngHui, Jerfen, Alvin and Gang.
I have NEVER dine with you guys before. I am sorry for being hmm... an unfriendly little prick and in class always showing that stupid black face. You guys are a bunch of lively and noisy people who are fun to hang out with but you know, being the ONLY MALAY and did I mention GIRL in the whole IT cohort, it was a tough fact for me to swallow. And yes, I did dread the thought of coming into the course because of that.
But you guys are really nice to me even though I have always been this sickening prick!
I really have to thank you guys for it and yeah ... I can see myself opening up more =)
Although not much but yeah ... changes do happen at least.
Psssttt - It took me 2 and 1/2 years to open up in secondary school!!
___________________________________________________
Alright.
I will have 10 supports for every black list!
The above, if you don't understand, then forget it.
Okay. So on Thursday, I was told by a senior that my anchoring point is going towards my right and pressing my nose. I believe it but when picture was taken and I saw it with my own blind as bat eyes, I got a little upset.
NOPE!
Nothing about the senior that took the picture! I swear man upon my Al-Quran!
I was upset about my form. I realised my release and follow through is getting all wrong again as I wasn't consistent. I can feel it myself without others telling me. My bow arm was fucking weak that it totally destroys my mood on that very day. And to add that my anchoring point is all disastrous! It just add on to the troubles on my shoulder.
But at the same time, I am freaking thankful man to the seniors that point out my mistakes!
Well, I was feeling rather down on that day. I even have thoughts of quitting!! I know this is fucking pussy of me to even think about it but yeah ... my low point is DAMN low for me that I feel like stabbing myself with my own arrows!
TO HUDA, MY CLASSMATES AND SENIORS!!
IF I, SITI SYUHARAH SUPARDI, EVER THINK OF QUITTING ARCHERY, I WILL GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO SMACK MY HEAD!! - not so hard okay.
Enghui ahhh and Huda ahhh ... I know you guys are looking forward to this man!!
Jolene! You can like call me whatever man to get some senses into my head again!
And to add on. I do not have the feeling of talking to anyone on that day especially when I shoot because I wanted to know why am I shooting like shit and what I needed to correct. I wanted to try and solve it myself then because I am impatient and I cannot wait for sunday to have CJZ to help me. I was in a mood at that time whereby I can shout my lungs out at anybody that got on my nerves.
I just kept telling myself that I am a junior.
That reason alone is enough to stop me from shouting.
Okay anyhoo... on the way back home, I told this to Yishan and thank you la babe! Somehow, your words made me feel a hell lot better and I have my confidence and fucking BIG EGO back with me!! That was when I decided that mulling over what is over is not going to make me improve in any way at all!
That was when I decided to like take things into my own hand.
Since I cannot run, I decided to do something about my arms and decided to do 50 push up a day - girl style. I am trying to tone up my stomach again like what I had in secondary 2 - I had 2 abs then! - I know unbelieveable but yes! I had 2 abs! I am hitting the Bishan gym again soon.
So that when I go suntanning, at least I need not be ashame of my flabby stomach.
So yeap... that is what happen on thursday.
Today, somehow, I solve half of the problems =)
Only left with my body moving don't know which way la. 360 degree I think.
Then my bow arm and my release plus follow through.
Oh and my shoulders too! And I need to learn how to push and pull!!
_____________________________________________________
To ALL of my NON archery friends.
I AM REALLY SORRY!
Due to archery, I have to forgo some of my responsibility as a friend. I may break promises. I may cancel a meet up. I may be too busy with archery to think about anything else. Basically I am sorry.
But these are the sacrifices that I have to make in order to get to where I want. This is the first time ever that I am trying to pursue something that I really want. I hope you guys will understand. If you guys don't, I will understand though the reason.
To HyungJin. I like you too and I know what you are hoping for.
Please stop and don't continue that hope.
I may be a disappointment. I do not even have time for my prayers now let alone my friends and what makes you think I have the time for you?
I like how everything is now. Please don't make this hard for me alright.
___________________________________________________
And. yes.
In archery for the juniors for the female, I only think that Wen Ting is my competitor.
As for now. She is enthusiastic about it and is making vast improvement!
Therefore, I do see her in my eyes as the only one worthy of being my opponent.
I know what I typed above sounds fucking cocky and I am NOT saying nor whispering nor thinking that I am the best in this sports arena.
I am lazy to reason out. If you want to think that I am boastful and whatever, so be it la.
As long as you are freaking happy about it.
For the guys. As for now it will be Hellsing and Ekang.
And Zijie man! Wah Piang wei!
His back muscles sibei the hen cool sia!!
I am going to hit the gym and carry as much weights as him man!
Yeah right~ like real only
BUT since he pulls 60kg for back muscle (right?)
I will aim and strive to pull 30kg of it!
Currently, I can only pull like 15kg I think.
I think it is 15kg. If not it should be 12kg - if there is every such thing.
For biceps, he is pulling 20kg on the bar thing.
I can only pull 10kg. Nothing more than that for now.
Not in the mood to be bulky for now la.
Maybe in 1 years time I will!!
Girl Power man!
Sometimes, I wonder if I am born in the right gender.
_____________________________________________________
Wahsey! My post damn wordy sia.
I just don't get it why some of you bother to read it through la!
Got so much time is it?!
Search for a dream and pursue it!
I have mine now and I am not saying it is all smooth sailing.
But it worth every fucking moment of my life!
Firstly, I got back half of my form. I have totally lost it on Thursday - on that later.
Then I had ROTI PRATA at JALAN KAYU - it was great I tell you!
AND lastly,
NO E-LEARNING!
Tian la! That is the greatest news EVER!
Okay... now. First and foremost this is going to be a long post. I think. I have alot to type now.
Okay. Sorry to Jolene, EngHui, Jerfen, Alvin and Gang.
I have NEVER dine with you guys before. I am sorry for being hmm... an unfriendly little prick and in class always showing that stupid black face. You guys are a bunch of lively and noisy people who are fun to hang out with but you know, being the ONLY MALAY and did I mention GIRL in the whole IT cohort, it was a tough fact for me to swallow. And yes, I did dread the thought of coming into the course because of that.
But you guys are really nice to me even though I have always been this sickening prick!
I really have to thank you guys for it and yeah ... I can see myself opening up more =)
Although not much but yeah ... changes do happen at least.
Psssttt - It took me 2 and 1/2 years to open up in secondary school!!
___________________________________________________
Alright.
I will have 10 supports for every black list!
The above, if you don't understand, then forget it.
Okay. So on Thursday, I was told by a senior that my anchoring point is going towards my right and pressing my nose. I believe it but when picture was taken and I saw it with my own blind as bat eyes, I got a little upset.
NOPE!
Nothing about the senior that took the picture! I swear man upon my Al-Quran!
I was upset about my form. I realised my release and follow through is getting all wrong again as I wasn't consistent. I can feel it myself without others telling me. My bow arm was fucking weak that it totally destroys my mood on that very day. And to add that my anchoring point is all disastrous! It just add on to the troubles on my shoulder.
But at the same time, I am freaking thankful man to the seniors that point out my mistakes!
Well, I was feeling rather down on that day. I even have thoughts of quitting!! I know this is fucking pussy of me to even think about it but yeah ... my low point is DAMN low for me that I feel like stabbing myself with my own arrows!
TO HUDA, MY CLASSMATES AND SENIORS!!
IF I, SITI SYUHARAH SUPARDI, EVER THINK OF QUITTING ARCHERY, I WILL GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO SMACK MY HEAD!! - not so hard okay.
Enghui ahhh and Huda ahhh ... I know you guys are looking forward to this man!!
Jolene! You can like call me whatever man to get some senses into my head again!
And to add on. I do not have the feeling of talking to anyone on that day especially when I shoot because I wanted to know why am I shooting like shit and what I needed to correct. I wanted to try and solve it myself then because I am impatient and I cannot wait for sunday to have CJZ to help me. I was in a mood at that time whereby I can shout my lungs out at anybody that got on my nerves.
I just kept telling myself that I am a junior.
That reason alone is enough to stop me from shouting.
Okay anyhoo... on the way back home, I told this to Yishan and thank you la babe! Somehow, your words made me feel a hell lot better and I have my confidence and fucking BIG EGO back with me!! That was when I decided that mulling over what is over is not going to make me improve in any way at all!
That was when I decided to like take things into my own hand.
Since I cannot run, I decided to do something about my arms and decided to do 50 push up a day - girl style. I am trying to tone up my stomach again like what I had in secondary 2 - I had 2 abs then! - I know unbelieveable but yes! I had 2 abs! I am hitting the Bishan gym again soon.
So that when I go suntanning, at least I need not be ashame of my flabby stomach.
So yeap... that is what happen on thursday.
Today, somehow, I solve half of the problems =)
Only left with my body moving don't know which way la. 360 degree I think.
Then my bow arm and my release plus follow through.
Oh and my shoulders too! And I need to learn how to push and pull!!
_____________________________________________________
To ALL of my NON archery friends.
I AM REALLY SORRY!
Due to archery, I have to forgo some of my responsibility as a friend. I may break promises. I may cancel a meet up. I may be too busy with archery to think about anything else. Basically I am sorry.
But these are the sacrifices that I have to make in order to get to where I want. This is the first time ever that I am trying to pursue something that I really want. I hope you guys will understand. If you guys don't, I will understand though the reason.
To HyungJin. I like you too and I know what you are hoping for.
Please stop and don't continue that hope.
I may be a disappointment. I do not even have time for my prayers now let alone my friends and what makes you think I have the time for you?
I like how everything is now. Please don't make this hard for me alright.
___________________________________________________
And. yes.
In archery for the juniors for the female, I only think that Wen Ting is my competitor.
As for now. She is enthusiastic about it and is making vast improvement!
Therefore, I do see her in my eyes as the only one worthy of being my opponent.
I know what I typed above sounds fucking cocky and I am NOT saying nor whispering nor thinking that I am the best in this sports arena.
I am lazy to reason out. If you want to think that I am boastful and whatever, so be it la.
As long as you are freaking happy about it.
For the guys. As for now it will be Hellsing and Ekang.
And Zijie man! Wah Piang wei!
His back muscles sibei the hen cool sia!!
I am going to hit the gym and carry as much weights as him man!
Yeah right~ like real only
BUT since he pulls 60kg for back muscle (right?)
I will aim and strive to pull 30kg of it!
Currently, I can only pull like 15kg I think.
I think it is 15kg. If not it should be 12kg - if there is every such thing.
For biceps, he is pulling 20kg on the bar thing.
I can only pull 10kg. Nothing more than that for now.
Not in the mood to be bulky for now la.
Maybe in 1 years time I will!!
Girl Power man!
Sometimes, I wonder if I am born in the right gender.
_____________________________________________________
Wahsey! My post damn wordy sia.
I just don't get it why some of you bother to read it through la!
Got so much time is it?!
Search for a dream and pursue it!
I have mine now and I am not saying it is all smooth sailing.
But it worth every fucking moment of my life!
Labels: July 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
sick
I am running a fever now.
My nose is totally block and I am having sore throat.
I hurt my back because I tried doing backhand flip just now and WOW - I did flip and but boy it hurts so much! Great. Getting myself into this shit when tomorrow there is archery training! Went to see the doctor in the afternoon for my checkup and he gave me the disapproving look when he saw me tottering around in my heels.
I just told him that girl shall always remain as one.
I was suppose to go to Orchard with mommy after the checkup and everything but it was all canceled! Because, the doctor said something about me not taking appropriate care of my stitches and everything - can see mhe? I thought like once the stitch is over, it is over? I wonder what kind of stitch he uses...
From what I have heard, there are different kind of stitches. Those use for surgery to normal tear to plastic surgery are totally different.
So yeap... here I am wondering.
Broken and fed-up because I wanted to shop badly.
Huda and Leong! Sunday after my training want to slack at United Square Starbucks?
We can like chat up and camwhore there. From what I heard, starbucks is the best place to do that.
My treat =)
HyungJin. I am not going to skype with you tonight. I am not angry.
I am just feeling sick. If you want to tell me anything, just call my house.
And don't sms my 92***234 number again. You are bursting my bill!!
Yishan! Roti prata la babe at Jalan Kayu tomorrow!
That is all for tonight people.
I actually wanted to post up pictures of my wardrobe but I have yet to upload it and I also wanted to type out my testimonial which I find it rather fake!
But anyhoooo....
NIGHT!
My nose is totally block and I am having sore throat.
I hurt my back because I tried doing backhand flip just now and WOW - I did flip and but boy it hurts so much! Great. Getting myself into this shit when tomorrow there is archery training! Went to see the doctor in the afternoon for my checkup and he gave me the disapproving look when he saw me tottering around in my heels.
I just told him that girl shall always remain as one.
I was suppose to go to Orchard with mommy after the checkup and everything but it was all canceled! Because, the doctor said something about me not taking appropriate care of my stitches and everything - can see mhe? I thought like once the stitch is over, it is over? I wonder what kind of stitch he uses...
From what I have heard, there are different kind of stitches. Those use for surgery to normal tear to plastic surgery are totally different.
So yeap... here I am wondering.
Broken and fed-up because I wanted to shop badly.
Huda and Leong! Sunday after my training want to slack at United Square Starbucks?
We can like chat up and camwhore there. From what I heard, starbucks is the best place to do that.
My treat =)
HyungJin. I am not going to skype with you tonight. I am not angry.
I am just feeling sick. If you want to tell me anything, just call my house.
And don't sms my 92***234 number again. You are bursting my bill!!
Yishan! Roti prata la babe at Jalan Kayu tomorrow!
That is all for tonight people.
I actually wanted to post up pictures of my wardrobe but I have yet to upload it and I also wanted to type out my testimonial which I find it rather fake!
But anyhoooo....
NIGHT!
Labels: July 2008
emo-ing
OH MA GAWD! OH MA GAWD! OH MA GAWD!
The belly stud that I want is GONE!
No more! I want it so badly! And like I have the money now to splurge on it and it is totally gone!
Alright. Nevermind. I shall search for my dragon stud. If that too is gone, then I am really going to cry!
IT IS REALLY GONE!!
I want to emo now. Later than I update more.
The belly stud that I want is GONE!
No more! I want it so badly! And like I have the money now to splurge on it and it is totally gone!
Alright. Nevermind. I shall search for my dragon stud. If that too is gone, then I am really going to cry!
IT IS REALLY GONE!!
I want to emo now. Later than I update more.
Labels: July 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
i forgotten it's july
GOD!
I HATE E-LEARNING!
Seriously. I am lost as what to do. The MeL system is always going fuck up and haywire on me that I feel like slapping it! I am stuck at home waiting and waiting and I don't know for what shit. I need to go to my secondary school pretty soon to get my testimonials and HelLo to Baboo Singh!
And I have yet to bathe. It's 12 noon. And I feel icky and at the same time I want to dance to the music that I am listening. I am being random. HyungJin bought for me a stupid shirt :
"I Love My Boyfriend"
And I just went .... what the hell!? Since when am I attach? I told him to get it exchange or he will get it from me. I think he might get for me the "I love archery shirt" ... Maybe. This guy is full of unexpected nonsense! Wetseal is having an unbelievable sale and I am going crazy! Oh and Bossini! I just love their t-shirts! They are insanely plain, nice and cheap selling at just SGD10!
I am going to buy 5 shirts maybe this saturday =) Yesterday I went shopping with Huda and I spent like SGD30 on 3 t-shirts costing SGD10 each! I am really a vulture when it comes to SGD10 t-shirts!
Then Huda paid for some stuffs at Guardian using coins that amount to SGD6!
It was damn hilarious! I just went on snickering thinking how stupid the cashier looked when she saw those coins! Ahhh and talking about Wetseal, I saw some stuff that I really really like. It's those plain t-shirts! In singapore, those cost a mighty SGD10! I think I will get it shipped here because - the US size are generally bigger =)
And I am mid-way to cleaning my closet. I took some pictures of it. I think people are going to be shocked when they see it! Because what I wear to school, does not reflects anything about what I have in my closet!
I need to bathe now. If I am not tired and feeling pretty energetic, I will post up the pictures of my wonderful beautiful wardrobe =) I need to sort out my CD rack too... it's pilling with tons of DVD and I never manage to sort it out.
Going to watch parental guidance 2 first afterwhich to Beatty.
I HATE E-LEARNING!
Seriously. I am lost as what to do. The MeL system is always going fuck up and haywire on me that I feel like slapping it! I am stuck at home waiting and waiting and I don't know for what shit. I need to go to my secondary school pretty soon to get my testimonials and HelLo to Baboo Singh!
And I have yet to bathe. It's 12 noon. And I feel icky and at the same time I want to dance to the music that I am listening. I am being random. HyungJin bought for me a stupid shirt :
"I Love My Boyfriend"
And I just went .... what the hell!? Since when am I attach? I told him to get it exchange or he will get it from me. I think he might get for me the "I love archery shirt" ... Maybe. This guy is full of unexpected nonsense! Wetseal is having an unbelievable sale and I am going crazy! Oh and Bossini! I just love their t-shirts! They are insanely plain, nice and cheap selling at just SGD10!
I am going to buy 5 shirts maybe this saturday =) Yesterday I went shopping with Huda and I spent like SGD30 on 3 t-shirts costing SGD10 each! I am really a vulture when it comes to SGD10 t-shirts!
Then Huda paid for some stuffs at Guardian using coins that amount to SGD6!
It was damn hilarious! I just went on snickering thinking how stupid the cashier looked when she saw those coins! Ahhh and talking about Wetseal, I saw some stuff that I really really like. It's those plain t-shirts! In singapore, those cost a mighty SGD10! I think I will get it shipped here because - the US size are generally bigger =)
And I am mid-way to cleaning my closet. I took some pictures of it. I think people are going to be shocked when they see it! Because what I wear to school, does not reflects anything about what I have in my closet!
I need to bathe now. If I am not tired and feeling pretty energetic, I will post up the pictures of my wonderful beautiful wardrobe =) I need to sort out my CD rack too... it's pilling with tons of DVD and I never manage to sort it out.
Going to watch parental guidance 2 first afterwhich to Beatty.
Labels: July 2008
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Hello! bye!
I have been slacking.
Okay. Let's put it this way. I am NOT slacking. BUT I need to priotise from NOW!.
It sucks really when you miss out on certain stuff. Like for example, not knowing that you need to mark your attendance in the discussion board. Alright. Maybe she did mention it before, I don't know. I don't seem to recall it. I thought that the discussion board was only for hmmm .... discussing what you don't understand and I am not the kind to really ask unless I really cannot find the answer to it after HOURS of thinking and digging through my brain.
And, I have the habit of appearing offline. It is not a bad habit but I just love to do that. Maybe because I have this unwanted person that wants to chat up with me everytime he sees me online. And now, for that, I lost my attendance for Connie's monday lesson. Great syuharah. Offline is the way to go! Yahoo!
and thank you to Jolene! You are my saviour man for telling me about FP!
I slept after the stupid gym session and my arms felt like breaking off!
And ENGHUI AR!!!!..... i forgotten what I want to type.
Anyway. tmr there will be maths and fsp.
I am going online tmr man. I mean on mel. not on msn.
Forget it. What has past, let it pass by.
I need to check out what I am suppose to do for CM and FSP tomorrow so that atleast i will prepare myself mentally and physically for it.
I need to get my testimonial tmr and also for archery training tomorrow.
Ciao. I am sleepy. And step up 2 really rocks my socks!
I am not updating tomorrow. I think
Okay. Let's put it this way. I am NOT slacking. BUT I need to priotise from NOW!.
- FAMILY
- STUDIES
- FRIENDS
- ARCHERY
It sucks really when you miss out on certain stuff. Like for example, not knowing that you need to mark your attendance in the discussion board. Alright. Maybe she did mention it before, I don't know. I don't seem to recall it. I thought that the discussion board was only for hmmm .... discussing what you don't understand and I am not the kind to really ask unless I really cannot find the answer to it after HOURS of thinking and digging through my brain.
And, I have the habit of appearing offline. It is not a bad habit but I just love to do that. Maybe because I have this unwanted person that wants to chat up with me everytime he sees me online. And now, for that, I lost my attendance for Connie's monday lesson. Great syuharah. Offline is the way to go! Yahoo!
and thank you to Jolene! You are my saviour man for telling me about FP!
I slept after the stupid gym session and my arms felt like breaking off!
And ENGHUI AR!!!!..... i forgotten what I want to type.
Anyway. tmr there will be maths and fsp.
I am going online tmr man. I mean on mel. not on msn.
Forget it. What has past, let it pass by.
I need to check out what I am suppose to do for CM and FSP tomorrow so that atleast i will prepare myself mentally and physically for it.
I need to get my testimonial tmr and also for archery training tomorrow.
Ciao. I am sleepy. And step up 2 really rocks my socks!
I am not updating tomorrow. I think
Monday, July 07, 2008
it hurts very much
i have typed out a really long post.
but i decided not to post it here.
i need time to reflect on what is going on.
it is really troubling me badly. i might not be posting anything in this blog in the meantime.
i need to digest what is actually the cause of it all. why is it happening and what cause it to happen.
yes. when i have a major problem, i like to lament over it.
infact, there was one time i had a huge problem that i went emo for almost 6 weeks so that i can think through everything.
this time. i think it is my fault. i am sorry.
the fault lies within me. but you know how i am don't you.
when you have already forgiven me, you should know what is needed to be done.
as for me now. i am going to bed and emo.
night.
it hurts when people tell you to stop being a fake when you are not.
but i decided not to post it here.
i need time to reflect on what is going on.
it is really troubling me badly. i might not be posting anything in this blog in the meantime.
i need to digest what is actually the cause of it all. why is it happening and what cause it to happen.
yes. when i have a major problem, i like to lament over it.
infact, there was one time i had a huge problem that i went emo for almost 6 weeks so that i can think through everything.
this time. i think it is my fault. i am sorry.
the fault lies within me. but you know how i am don't you.
when you have already forgiven me, you should know what is needed to be done.
as for me now. i am going to bed and emo.
night.
it hurts when people tell you to stop being a fake when you are not.
Labels: June 2008
down bitch!down!
Oh god! Oh god!
I am bloody in furious right now!
This fucking BITCH! That BITCH!
She is like urrrrrgggggghhhhh!!!!
I really feel like slapping her! Although I don't understand all the things that she is saying, but I feel really mad at the sight of her!
DAMN YOU STUPID BITCH!
YOU ARE GOING DOWN NEXT WEEK!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Wak kiau. Damn la. That bitch is like so irritating that I have the urge to slap her and kick her! If I could, I will strip her and pin her to the target sheet afterwhich I will shoot her!
Bloody! You stupid Anna!
Arggghhh!! It pisses me off everytime I watch Fated to Love you and that conniving bitch say something that is like "meaningful" and that idiotic CunXi will go into a state of illusion and starts agreeing to her! Next week man! Next week you big bitch! Cun Xi is going to find out the truth!
Wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
I am going to highlight those in my organizer and make sure I will watch it once it is released in english sub! My Tian sia! I got so angry, I almost wanted to flip my just repaired laptop!!
This drama is making me go insane.
Haiya. Smiling Pasta still the best la. Going to watch Gokusen now. Later, I am going to catch Full House =)
Later~
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I just realised one thing.
All the guys that I like have 1 thing in common.
They have single eyelids/almost non existence double eyelids!
Basically slit eyes. I just don't know why. It is not my preference truthfully to be told. I find that single eyelid is .... eeeeyyyeerr!
Simply not nice.!!!!
But yeah ... these guys somehow look adorable with those pair of eyes! And to add on, when they are bald, somehow, they just look dashingly hot! They make guys with emo hair look like skunk!
I need my Sentosa! I know I am dark enough. Like I am BBQ alive. and if I were to put on my golden bikini, I will end up looking like a crap ass! But then, I need to even out my tan! It is bloody disgusting! Van! I need a tan! We need a sentosa outing soon babe! Seriously, I think if you were to see my tan now, I bet you will laugh till your guts spill out!
Disgusting.
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I was tag by theresa. It's a 100 question! I shall spare others from the insanity of doing this unless you are out of your mind then by all means - go ahead and do it. It's long okay.
01. What have you been doing recently?
chatting on skype with hyungjin and shooting.
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
yes. last time and long time ago when I fight with hyungjin.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
shooting arrows in school field with yishan =)
04. When did you last cry?
yesterday night la! stupid drama!
I emo la. That is why everytime cry.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
not really.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
currently? beat stacy's score! sorry ar stacy =)
And hyungjin's blackberry!
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
hood if I am wearing one. umbrella so leceh!
08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my smelly pillow! oh god! I had it with me for 2 years plusplus.
I think it is the 5th version of my smelly pillow! really smelly!
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
pierre cardins black underwear?
I am in my room now la!
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox says?
"Grandma says she misses you alot and to come Japan during the holiday"
from Hyungjin. I want la. damnit. but no money man!
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
complicated? isn't it already like that on it's own?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
not right now. but I am going to wear my father's boxer soon.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
oh god! that was eons ago! chocolate maybe?
14. What are you proud of?
that i can shoot? i don't know. i have high confidence but i have nothing to be proud of.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
i just deleted all. -___-"
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
99 times I love him - fated to love you ost.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
oh god! countless. hot air balloon, shoe, sahara, shhooooo, sssshhhhhhh, shorty, ketot, syyuuu- iii, booby/boob-sy, shibai, psycho .... i cannot remember others.
18. What does your last received text message say?
"I am in Akihabara now" - basket -__-"
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
midnight.
20. Are you currently happy?
yup =) happy happy. but at the same time tired.
21. Who gives you best advice?
i don't really listen to advice.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
whipped cream is an ass! they taste like crap!
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Last night? - Hyungna! Miss her~
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yes. and it's a secret. sssshhhhh!!
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Hyungna and her grandma =)
26. Do you wear toe socks?
yup! they are so comfortable!
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
HyungJin. He is going to burst my phone bill man!
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
hahahahahahaha! yeah. that was when a guy rejected me!
I think I shocked him by making the first move!
29. What annoys you most in a person?
talking unnecessarily! and also showing off what you do not have.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
hahahaha.... yeah~
it is an unexpected someone =)
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
cocaine? the hell!
32. What is the colour of your room?
disgusting green. or is it yellow? I want to change it to red but mommy say NO!
so next will be either pure white or lime green =)
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
if the contract includes
duhhh! but i don't know the reason why.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
hyungjin. he made me suffer by making me sleep on the cold floor in the living room!
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
hyungjin the night before he went off.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
who kiss who? i kiss nobody!
38. Do you have a life?
my life is dead.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
god. choi choi! touch wood man! i don't want to answer this
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
erm? profile song? i like many song. now addicted to those chinese drama songs!
they are super catchy!
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i seldom dream. i sleep so soundly everynight =)
42. Last time you smiled?
when i get to see someone =)
43. Have you changed this year?
hmmmm. somehow yes? more talkative than before.
44. What are you listening right now?
an jing by jay chou
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
hyung jin. actually skyping la
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la.!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
countless. but i will tend to forget them.
48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
if cannot have for what i want? i won't go after a caught fish.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yeap. but i suck at it.
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
i want to sleep and sleep? i don't know what you are trying to ask..
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
watching indonesian drama. skyping. and surfing the net.
52. Why do you blog?
this is where i start to change. blog is a venue for me to be myself. in secondary 1 and 2 when blog was non existent, i will shout and be violent to a classmate everyday without fail. i made countless of enemy needless to say.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nope =) i don't want to get rejected again like last time!
hahahahahahahahahaha!
55. Who always make you laugh?
hyungjin, hyungna and many more =)
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
malay, bahasa indonesia, hokkien, french vulgar and numbers in thai.
57. Favourite website?
dramawiki. latest drama sypnosis will all be out here!
58. What's your middle name?
my full name is siti syuharah supardi.
therefore my middle name is syuharah.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
school for IS and out shopping =)
60. What do you think you are like?
stubborn and straight forward.
beating around the bushes = sissy
61. Who will you choose to die with??
die with? if i like the person, i don't want him to die with me.
kanasai! I am not so saddistic alright.
62. Where have you been today?
school and gym and home.
63. What game do you play often?
i am into drama. no time for game right now. and my nintendo wii is spoilt =(
thankyou botak!
64. What are you missing right now?
my nintentdo wii! and blackberry!
65.If you’ve to choose between friend, family and Bf, who will you choose?
family. do or die that will be my first priority. followed by friend and lastly boyfriend.
66. What are you doing right now?
skyping with that hyungjin
67. What primary school?
westlake primary and first toa payoh primary
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black, gold and red.
69. What emotion you like to show?
_|_
70. What is your life to you?
full of obstacles.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
blog it out. if someone anger me like to the max, you watch out.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
msn? aishah, yishan, theresa and hyungna.
73. Who do you admire most?
park sung hyun fullstop
74. Which month are you born in?
february. the month of holiday!!
75. How are you feeling right now?
happy and tired and happy and happy and happy =)
because hyungjin got me my arashi album!
76. What is the time now?
8:16pm
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
nice person?
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
have yet to done it. but if i ever do, it will be au natural brown =)
79. Why are you doing this test?
because i am bored
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
killing the person that cause me to have mood swing.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
before 28.
82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
Friends. no matter what.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
last day ah? go japan. i want to die there.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
NOBODY!
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I believe in the sky turning green.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
perfect my form. be a successful women without a man as backup.
87. What is your goal for this year?
get into an archery competition and win something.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
i have no comments about this. i haven't met the right person therefore i cannot say anything.
89. What feeling do you love most?
contented.
90. Do you really think its global warming now?
yes but i don't really give a damn.
91. What feeling you hate most?
when i feel tired and sleepy.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
ABODEN!
i am nothing without their constant support.
93. Do you believe in god?
yes. i am a muslim. although not a pious one. but yes. i believe.
94. Who cares for you most?
my family, my friends and hyungjin's family =)
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my passion. nothing else is more important than that other than my family.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
to begin with. i don't fight an unnecessary cause.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
nothing thus far. i am pretty fine with the way things are now.
98. What would you feel if everyone no longer cares for you?
I feel sleepy~
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
i have answered this before. it is about the same question. won't bother answering again.
100. Do you have feeling for him?
who him? crush? yes la that is why call crush right. hyungjin. yes la. he my ex sia!
101. What you want to be when you grow up?
A FAMOUS ROCK STAR!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
night~
crapping la.
I am bloody in furious right now!
This fucking BITCH! That BITCH!
She is like urrrrrgggggghhhhh!!!!
I really feel like slapping her! Although I don't understand all the things that she is saying, but I feel really mad at the sight of her!
DAMN YOU STUPID BITCH!
YOU ARE GOING DOWN NEXT WEEK!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Wak kiau. Damn la. That bitch is like so irritating that I have the urge to slap her and kick her! If I could, I will strip her and pin her to the target sheet afterwhich I will shoot her!
Bloody! You stupid Anna!
Arggghhh!! It pisses me off everytime I watch Fated to Love you and that conniving bitch say something that is like "meaningful" and that idiotic CunXi will go into a state of illusion and starts agreeing to her! Next week man! Next week you big bitch! Cun Xi is going to find out the truth!
Wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
I am going to highlight those in my organizer and make sure I will watch it once it is released in english sub! My Tian sia! I got so angry, I almost wanted to flip my just repaired laptop!!
This drama is making me go insane.
Haiya. Smiling Pasta still the best la. Going to watch Gokusen now. Later, I am going to catch Full House =)
Later~
______________________________________________
I just realised one thing.
All the guys that I like have 1 thing in common.
They have single eyelids/almost non existence double eyelids!
Basically slit eyes. I just don't know why. It is not my preference truthfully to be told. I find that single eyelid is .... eeeeyyyeerr!
Simply not nice.!!!!
But yeah ... these guys somehow look adorable with those pair of eyes! And to add on, when they are bald, somehow, they just look dashingly hot! They make guys with emo hair look like skunk!
I need my Sentosa! I know I am dark enough. Like I am BBQ alive. and if I were to put on my golden bikini, I will end up looking like a crap ass! But then, I need to even out my tan! It is bloody disgusting! Van! I need a tan! We need a sentosa outing soon babe! Seriously, I think if you were to see my tan now, I bet you will laugh till your guts spill out!
Disgusting.
___________________________________________________________
I was tag by theresa. It's a 100 question! I shall spare others from the insanity of doing this unless you are out of your mind then by all means - go ahead and do it. It's long okay.
01. What have you been doing recently?
chatting on skype with hyungjin and shooting.
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
yes. last time and long time ago when I fight with hyungjin.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
shooting arrows in school field with yishan =)
04. When did you last cry?
yesterday night la! stupid drama!
I emo la. That is why everytime cry.
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
not really.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
currently? beat stacy's score! sorry ar stacy =)
And hyungjin's blackberry!
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
hood if I am wearing one. umbrella so leceh!
08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my smelly pillow! oh god! I had it with me for 2 years plusplus.
I think it is the 5th version of my smelly pillow! really smelly!
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
pierre cardins black underwear?
I am in my room now la!
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox says?
"Grandma says she misses you alot and to come Japan during the holiday"
from Hyungjin. I want la. damnit. but no money man!
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
complicated? isn't it already like that on it's own?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
not right now. but I am going to wear my father's boxer soon.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
oh god! that was eons ago! chocolate maybe?
14. What are you proud of?
that i can shoot? i don't know. i have high confidence but i have nothing to be proud of.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
i just deleted all. -___-"
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
99 times I love him - fated to love you ost.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
oh god! countless. hot air balloon, shoe, sahara, shhooooo, sssshhhhhhh, shorty, ketot, syyuuu- iii, booby/boob-sy, shibai, psycho .... i cannot remember others.
18. What does your last received text message say?
"I am in Akihabara now" - basket -__-"
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
midnight.
20. Are you currently happy?
yup =) happy happy. but at the same time tired.
21. Who gives you best advice?
i don't really listen to advice.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
whipped cream is an ass! they taste like crap!
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Last night? - Hyungna! Miss her~
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yes. and it's a secret. sssshhhhh!!
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Hyungna and her grandma =)
26. Do you wear toe socks?
yup! they are so comfortable!
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
HyungJin. He is going to burst my phone bill man!
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
hahahahahahaha! yeah. that was when a guy rejected me!
I think I shocked him by making the first move!
29. What annoys you most in a person?
talking unnecessarily! and also showing off what you do not have.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
hahahaha.... yeah~
it is an unexpected someone =)
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
cocaine? the hell!
32. What is the colour of your room?
disgusting green. or is it yellow? I want to change it to red but mommy say NO!
so next will be either pure white or lime green =)
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
if the contract includes
- won't go to hell.
- direct entry to heaven.
- it is not my sin to kill him.
- i will not go to jail.
duhhh! but i don't know the reason why.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
hyungjin. he made me suffer by making me sleep on the cold floor in the living room!
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
hyungjin the night before he went off.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
who kiss who? i kiss nobody!
38. Do you have a life?
my life is dead.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
god. choi choi! touch wood man! i don't want to answer this
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
erm? profile song? i like many song. now addicted to those chinese drama songs!
they are super catchy!
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i seldom dream. i sleep so soundly everynight =)
42. Last time you smiled?
when i get to see someone =)
43. Have you changed this year?
hmmmm. somehow yes? more talkative than before.
44. What are you listening right now?
an jing by jay chou
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
hyung jin. actually skyping la
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la.!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
countless. but i will tend to forget them.
48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
if cannot have for what i want? i won't go after a caught fish.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yeap. but i suck at it.
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
i want to sleep and sleep? i don't know what you are trying to ask..
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
watching indonesian drama. skyping. and surfing the net.
52. Why do you blog?
this is where i start to change. blog is a venue for me to be myself. in secondary 1 and 2 when blog was non existent, i will shout and be violent to a classmate everyday without fail. i made countless of enemy needless to say.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nope =) i don't want to get rejected again like last time!
hahahahahahahahahaha!
55. Who always make you laugh?
hyungjin, hyungna and many more =)
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
malay, bahasa indonesia, hokkien, french vulgar and numbers in thai.
57. Favourite website?
dramawiki. latest drama sypnosis will all be out here!
58. What's your middle name?
my full name is siti syuharah supardi.
therefore my middle name is syuharah.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
school for IS and out shopping =)
60. What do you think you are like?
stubborn and straight forward.
beating around the bushes = sissy
61. Who will you choose to die with??
die with? if i like the person, i don't want him to die with me.
kanasai! I am not so saddistic alright.
62. Where have you been today?
school and gym and home.
63. What game do you play often?
i am into drama. no time for game right now. and my nintendo wii is spoilt =(
thankyou botak!
64. What are you missing right now?
my nintentdo wii! and blackberry!
65.If you’ve to choose between friend, family and Bf, who will you choose?
family. do or die that will be my first priority. followed by friend and lastly boyfriend.
66. What are you doing right now?
skyping with that hyungjin
67. What primary school?
westlake primary and first toa payoh primary
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black, gold and red.
69. What emotion you like to show?
_|_
70. What is your life to you?
full of obstacles.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
blog it out. if someone anger me like to the max, you watch out.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
msn? aishah, yishan, theresa and hyungna.
73. Who do you admire most?
park sung hyun fullstop
74. Which month are you born in?
february. the month of holiday!!
75. How are you feeling right now?
happy and tired and happy and happy and happy =)
because hyungjin got me my arashi album!
76. What is the time now?
8:16pm
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
nice person?
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
have yet to done it. but if i ever do, it will be au natural brown =)
79. Why are you doing this test?
because i am bored
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
killing the person that cause me to have mood swing.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
before 28.
82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
Friends. no matter what.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
last day ah? go japan. i want to die there.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
NOBODY!
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I believe in the sky turning green.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
perfect my form. be a successful women without a man as backup.
87. What is your goal for this year?
get into an archery competition and win something.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
i have no comments about this. i haven't met the right person therefore i cannot say anything.
89. What feeling do you love most?
contented.
90. Do you really think its global warming now?
yes but i don't really give a damn.
91. What feeling you hate most?
when i feel tired and sleepy.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
ABODEN!
i am nothing without their constant support.
93. Do you believe in god?
yes. i am a muslim. although not a pious one. but yes. i believe.
94. Who cares for you most?
my family, my friends and hyungjin's family =)
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my passion. nothing else is more important than that other than my family.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
to begin with. i don't fight an unnecessary cause.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
nothing thus far. i am pretty fine with the way things are now.
98. What would you feel if everyone no longer cares for you?
I feel sleepy~
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
i have answered this before. it is about the same question. won't bother answering again.
100. Do you have feeling for him?
who him? crush? yes la that is why call crush right. hyungjin. yes la. he my ex sia!
101. What you want to be when you grow up?
A FAMOUS ROCK STAR!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
night~
crapping la.
Labels: June 2008
Sunday, July 06, 2008
today
Okay.
Firstly, my handphone is fine =) You guys can call me now especially Leong! I miss you la bitch!
Okay then. I watched Absolute Boyfriend complete.
And I cried and cried in the last episode. I really really cried. And thanks to that, I felt sleepy while shooting. It was damn sweet and sad. Fuck man. I should not have watched that show. I just knew I was going to tear to whichever guy she chose and she chose the robot which I like =) Then the robot die!!! Fuck man! Why do every heroes have to die!?
Why man?! WHY?
Cab to Zhenghua CC cos Daddy got something on so he cannot send me. Hui Fang, Yangzhi, EKang and Zijie was there already. Danny came at around 1:oopm plus plus. Went to eat at the Kopitiam. CJZ made for me my string on the spot =) I am using only abbreviation. So that whatever he help me with, he won't get into trouble of getting known.
Shoot the shoot. Aiyah kanasai. I don't like how I shoot today. It was really (**@$%&@#$%!
My follow through is shit. My draw is shit. I cannot extend my shit arm. My bow arm is shit. My strength is shit. My back muscle is shit.
Basically everything is shit la =/
I think I need to retrain my form. I don't want all my current state to be permanent. It will be tough to change it later on. So yeah. I am going to the CC next week too. CJZ is going to help me give pointers and everything. Like how he help me with my anchor point.
I want to buy these skirts! I have a thing for long skirt! Somehow, I feel more modest, less vulgar and more female! I want the red,pink,black,orange,dark blue,brown and dark green.
7 colours! But it cost like SGD15 each.
Cheap but I like too many colours. No many la.
I think I will buy the red black and blue first? I see how la.
Okay. Yesterday shoot the shoot the shoot. Aiyah. I can shoot 30 meters better now. Got 2 yellow. 2 red and 1 black. It does not really matter really. Because that basically means my grouping SUCKS!! Practice man. Practice. I think I am going to start shooting more 30 meters. And also 5 meters for form and grouping. Need to read up more on archery and stuffs.
I know this is going insane. But as at current moment, I have the passion for it. When I am all high and fire about it, it is better if I do whatever it takes to get me better now. I get bored with stuffs easily. Like REALLY easily. So when all the juices are gone, I will still continue archery and stuff but not as high as last time and I might be a stubborn mule and not change any of my form ways. So yeah....
Ate roti prata at jalan kayu. I tell you. The food is ah ma gawd! NICE!
But then... it is pricey and the place is freaking ulu. So I will go there if someone has a car.
I want a car too! But my daddy won't buy it cos he say it is a waste of money and if he do buy it, my allowance won't ever be the same again =/ But for motorbike - he is Okay with it!
Only now is left with my mom to convince. But then again, who am I to remain good and follow orders? Hahahahahahaha... Even if my mommy threaten to take away this laptop, I will still go and take motorbike license. I am a stubborn mule.
Although I do follow orders but if I have a strong intuition or guts, I will follow that first above anything else.
Okay I need to watch my Smiling Pasta again now!
Reason being I need to be out of my house by 6am tomorrow!
Hahahahahahahaha! Early early. I can wake up. YES I can!!
I need to train on my form with stretchband while watching.
Night peeps!
Firstly, my handphone is fine =) You guys can call me now especially Leong! I miss you la bitch!
Okay then. I watched Absolute Boyfriend complete.
And I cried and cried in the last episode. I really really cried. And thanks to that, I felt sleepy while shooting. It was damn sweet and sad. Fuck man. I should not have watched that show. I just knew I was going to tear to whichever guy she chose and she chose the robot which I like =) Then the robot die!!! Fuck man! Why do every heroes have to die!?
Why man?! WHY?
Cab to Zhenghua CC cos Daddy got something on so he cannot send me. Hui Fang, Yangzhi, EKang and Zijie was there already. Danny came at around 1:oopm plus plus. Went to eat at the Kopitiam. CJZ made for me my string on the spot =) I am using only abbreviation. So that whatever he help me with, he won't get into trouble of getting known.
Shoot the shoot. Aiyah kanasai. I don't like how I shoot today. It was really (**@$%&@#$%!
My follow through is shit. My draw is shit. I cannot extend my shit arm. My bow arm is shit. My strength is shit. My back muscle is shit.
Basically everything is shit la =/
I think I need to retrain my form. I don't want all my current state to be permanent. It will be tough to change it later on. So yeah. I am going to the CC next week too. CJZ is going to help me give pointers and everything. Like how he help me with my anchor point.
I want to buy these skirts! I have a thing for long skirt! Somehow, I feel more modest, less vulgar and more female! I want the red,pink,black,orange,dark blue,brown and dark green.7 colours! But it cost like SGD15 each.
Cheap but I like too many colours. No many la.
I think I will buy the red black and blue first? I see how la.
Okay. Yesterday shoot the shoot the shoot. Aiyah. I can shoot 30 meters better now. Got 2 yellow. 2 red and 1 black. It does not really matter really. Because that basically means my grouping SUCKS!! Practice man. Practice. I think I am going to start shooting more 30 meters. And also 5 meters for form and grouping. Need to read up more on archery and stuffs.
I know this is going insane. But as at current moment, I have the passion for it. When I am all high and fire about it, it is better if I do whatever it takes to get me better now. I get bored with stuffs easily. Like REALLY easily. So when all the juices are gone, I will still continue archery and stuff but not as high as last time and I might be a stubborn mule and not change any of my form ways. So yeah....
Ate roti prata at jalan kayu. I tell you. The food is ah ma gawd! NICE!
But then... it is pricey and the place is freaking ulu. So I will go there if someone has a car.
I want a car too! But my daddy won't buy it cos he say it is a waste of money and if he do buy it, my allowance won't ever be the same again =/ But for motorbike - he is Okay with it!
Only now is left with my mom to convince. But then again, who am I to remain good and follow orders? Hahahahahahaha... Even if my mommy threaten to take away this laptop, I will still go and take motorbike license. I am a stubborn mule.
Although I do follow orders but if I have a strong intuition or guts, I will follow that first above anything else.
Okay I need to watch my Smiling Pasta again now!
Reason being I need to be out of my house by 6am tomorrow!
Hahahahahahahaha! Early early. I can wake up. YES I can!!
I need to train on my form with stretchband while watching.
Night peeps!
Labels: June 2008
in a rush
Alright.
I am going to bathe in a while after this post and off to Zhenghua CC.
I think Ekang, Yanzhi and HuiFang is going to be there =)
I am only training at the palce for like 4 hours max....
Yesterday was fun!
I can only give a summarise of yesterday after I come back from training!
Andand .... my dad wants to buy the Formula one tickets!
I am not so sure if it is still available.
Anyway. Got to run.
Will reply the tagboard later on too =)
I am going to bathe in a while after this post and off to Zhenghua CC.
I think Ekang, Yanzhi and HuiFang is going to be there =)
I am only training at the palce for like 4 hours max....
Yesterday was fun!
I can only give a summarise of yesterday after I come back from training!
Andand .... my dad wants to buy the Formula one tickets!
I am not so sure if it is still available.
Anyway. Got to run.
Will reply the tagboard later on too =)
Labels: June 2008
Saturday, July 05, 2008
oh my tian!
God....!!
Help me!
The nparchery blog is turning into a whimsical place!
The songs are so .... goodness! I think I'd rather hear to the oldies songs with my g.ma!
Even froggies croaking sound so sweet all of a sudden!
Mozart? Some weird Disney songs? Boys Fall out or up or whatever?!
Yeahyeahyeah. Mute it. But it is freaking irritating to always remind myself to mute it!
Gah! I am there to READ information. Not deafen my ears with songs that erggghhh!
It makes Jay Chou's mumbling sound so much better.
I am so sorry if I am being too direct and blunt about this matter.
But then again, if anyone gets explosive over this matter, all I could day is ...
GET A GRIP PUSSY!
P/S: I am not referring to anyone in particular BUT If you do get mad, then too bad pussy!
Hmmm.... today.
My computer crash at 6am in the morning. My mommy or daddy being smart shut the main power without even consulting me first. Lost ALL my documents. Yes including my WP project that was due today at 5pm. The previous night, I only slept till 4:30am? Just to complete the 10% of the leftover project. Only to my dismay, to find all data lost once I open my eyes again.
No choice. Had to skip maths just to re-do everything!
And I so wanted badly to go there cos I wanted to know how much I fare from the previous test. Went to WP instead. Got pissed with a member because I only ask him to help me hand it in and he don't know and don't even bother to find it out! Do I look like a street directory too?!
I wasn't feeling all that good so ask teacher for permission to go home. Due to that I did not go to NUS.
Yes! I went home! I did not shoot any arrows! Call my mommy if you don't believe!
I even slept so soundly!
My IPod is only coming on Monday!
Motherfucking Apple! Sms me that by today will be delivered!
Kannina! I want it now la! ChaoLan.....!
Grrrrrrrrrrr!~
I am damn unhappy la!
But Yishan, Diana and Aishah made it all up =)
Resting day on Tuesday!!
I haven't got my gems =(
I want to blingbling my arrow tube!
Oh and I got a new Best Friend Forever!
Presenting
John-I-don't-know-your-family-name!
Is it Chiam? I don't know la.
Who else wants to be my Best Friend Forever?!
Oh. And HyungJin has flew off to Japan...
He is coming back to Singapore in 4 weeks time.
GET ME GRANDMA'S ONIGIRI!
And... Get for me the new Shu Uemura lipstick!! I want the orange and green colour!
And I want his Blackberry phone! It's superb to use!
I think I want to pester my mom to get me a Blackberry next year...
Blackberry is the new BOMB! Okay I sound so bloody bimbotic!
Aishah! Bring Polaroid next time for archery training!
I want to get a new Lomo camera! Fisheye maybe.
Oi. HyungJin! You delete your friendster account is it!?
You better sms me once you see this sia!!
Lastly (phew! finally!)
HyungJin aka Botak aka Bitch is not my Boyfriend la.
He is my Best Friend since 14 of February 2008.
But anyway. I cannot help change people's thinking if they insist on him being my boyfriend.
HyungJin. You happy right about this!?
Bloody bitch. put me in a tough spot!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Anyway, he is my BF. Up to you guys la to think up of the definition of BF.
I want to sleep. Shooting tomorrow in the morning. Yawn~
Bye~
Help me!
The nparchery blog is turning into a whimsical place!
The songs are so .... goodness! I think I'd rather hear to the oldies songs with my g.ma!
Even froggies croaking sound so sweet all of a sudden!
Mozart? Some weird Disney songs? Boys Fall out or up or whatever?!
Yeahyeahyeah. Mute it. But it is freaking irritating to always remind myself to mute it!
Gah! I am there to READ information. Not deafen my ears with songs that erggghhh!
It makes Jay Chou's mumbling sound so much better.
I am so sorry if I am being too direct and blunt about this matter.
But then again, if anyone gets explosive over this matter, all I could day is ...
GET A GRIP PUSSY!
P/S: I am not referring to anyone in particular BUT If you do get mad, then too bad pussy!
Hmmm.... today.
My computer crash at 6am in the morning. My mommy or daddy being smart shut the main power without even consulting me first. Lost ALL my documents. Yes including my WP project that was due today at 5pm. The previous night, I only slept till 4:30am? Just to complete the 10% of the leftover project. Only to my dismay, to find all data lost once I open my eyes again.
No choice. Had to skip maths just to re-do everything!
And I so wanted badly to go there cos I wanted to know how much I fare from the previous test. Went to WP instead. Got pissed with a member because I only ask him to help me hand it in and he don't know and don't even bother to find it out! Do I look like a street directory too?!
I wasn't feeling all that good so ask teacher for permission to go home. Due to that I did not go to NUS.
Yes! I went home! I did not shoot any arrows! Call my mommy if you don't believe!
I even slept so soundly!
My IPod is only coming on Monday!
Motherfucking Apple! Sms me that by today will be delivered!
Kannina! I want it now la! ChaoLan.....!
Grrrrrrrrrrr!~
I am damn unhappy la!
But Yishan, Diana and Aishah made it all up =)
Resting day on Tuesday!!
I haven't got my gems =(
I want to blingbling my arrow tube!
Oh and I got a new Best Friend Forever!
Presenting
John-I-don't-know-your-family-name!
Is it Chiam? I don't know la.
Who else wants to be my Best Friend Forever?!
Oh. And HyungJin has flew off to Japan...
He is coming back to Singapore in 4 weeks time.
GET ME GRANDMA'S ONIGIRI!
And... Get for me the new Shu Uemura lipstick!! I want the orange and green colour!
And I want his Blackberry phone! It's superb to use!
I think I want to pester my mom to get me a Blackberry next year...
Blackberry is the new BOMB! Okay I sound so bloody bimbotic!
Aishah! Bring Polaroid next time for archery training!
I want to get a new Lomo camera! Fisheye maybe.
Oi. HyungJin! You delete your friendster account is it!?
You better sms me once you see this sia!!
Lastly (phew! finally!)
HyungJin aka Botak aka Bitch is not my Boyfriend la.
He is my Best Friend since 14 of February 2008.
But anyway. I cannot help change people's thinking if they insist on him being my boyfriend.
HyungJin. You happy right about this!?
Bloody bitch. put me in a tough spot!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Anyway, he is my BF. Up to you guys la to think up of the definition of BF.
I want to sleep. Shooting tomorrow in the morning. Yawn~
Bye~
Labels: June 2008
Friday, July 04, 2008
initiative needed
I DON'T KNOW
This sentence is getting on my nerves now.
I mean like. If the answer is really tough to find, I am perfectly fine with it.
But something so simple like where to hand in the paper! Is it SO hard to check it in MeL?
Like your life is on the line?! The project. It was quite tough initially as EVERYBODY has not the slightest idea on what is to be done. BUT instead of reading through the lecture notes or re-reading the questions and doing research on the internet, they can simply "I don't know". Some, don't even bother to read the question paper but just casually say "I don't know".
Do I look like a walking encyclopedia?!
Do I look like a know-it-all?!
Do I look like I can be trampled all over?!
And, if * find the work tough, * will complain about it and kept mentioning "I don't know" like a broken stereo. * even initiate an exchange for a simpler workload. When you get into the workforce, I shall SEE HOW YOU EXCHANGE THE TASK GIVEN!
Giving up before even trying. They expect their breakfast to be laid out on the table in details.
Before the pen even hits the paper, the ink has dried up.
This is the reason why I HATE doing group work!
The first thing that will be out of their mouth is "I DON'T KNOW!"
The word "INITIATIVE". Where is the existence of it?!
You are lucky if you got the right members. I do have my fair share of great group members.
But seriously, for this project I have given up all hopes on it.
Hard work pays off well
What used to be one of my life principle has been trampled on badly.
I really think I should stop hoping. The disappointment is so great that it will be tough to fade it off your mind.
Please give me more individual project!
At least, I can do everything and call it my work.
And I really do take pride in what I do.
Now I am going to my personal blog.
I am going to rant about that one person that makes me feel like I am some kind of an Indonesian maid! And I will make sure that I splash it with red bold letterings!
You make me feel so disgusted with myself for letting you trample all over me!
Also. an archer is going to be in it.
This sentence is getting on my nerves now.
I mean like. If the answer is really tough to find, I am perfectly fine with it.
But something so simple like where to hand in the paper! Is it SO hard to check it in MeL?
Like your life is on the line?! The project. It was quite tough initially as EVERYBODY has not the slightest idea on what is to be done. BUT instead of reading through the lecture notes or re-reading the questions and doing research on the internet, they can simply "I don't know". Some, don't even bother to read the question paper but just casually say "I don't know".
Do I look like a walking encyclopedia?!
Do I look like a know-it-all?!
Do I look like I can be trampled all over?!
And, if * find the work tough, * will complain about it and kept mentioning "I don't know" like a broken stereo. * even initiate an exchange for a simpler workload. When you get into the workforce, I shall SEE HOW YOU EXCHANGE THE TASK GIVEN!
Giving up before even trying. They expect their breakfast to be laid out on the table in details.
Before the pen even hits the paper, the ink has dried up.
This is the reason why I HATE doing group work!
The first thing that will be out of their mouth is "I DON'T KNOW!"
The word "INITIATIVE". Where is the existence of it?!
You are lucky if you got the right members. I do have my fair share of great group members.
But seriously, for this project I have given up all hopes on it.
Hard work pays off well
What used to be one of my life principle has been trampled on badly.
I really think I should stop hoping. The disappointment is so great that it will be tough to fade it off your mind.
Please give me more individual project!
At least, I can do everything and call it my work.
And I really do take pride in what I do.
Now I am going to my personal blog.
I am going to rant about that one person that makes me feel like I am some kind of an Indonesian maid! And I will make sure that I splash it with red bold letterings!
You make me feel so disgusted with myself for letting you trample all over me!
Also. an archer is going to be in it.
Labels: June 2008
Thursday, July 03, 2008
tired la
I damn tired now.
I will update tomorrow.
I want to watch my drama.
BYE~
I will update tomorrow.
I want to watch my drama.
BYE~
Labels: June 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
happy happy =)
Okay. I feel so RELAX now.
Must the the magical works of drama.
Just watched Fated to Love you episode 16.
Ah ma Gawd! I seriously love that drama! I am concurrently running 2 dramas at once.
Smiling Pasta and Fated to Love you.
There is still 6 more unreleased episodes of the latter one.
Next week .... E-Learning!
Going for Archery EVERYDAY!
Except for Tuesday. I am going to only take that day off to rest.
I will do nothing that has any association with Archery!
No bow training. No watching of archery videos. No push up. No straining of myself.
IS is from 10am to 12noon and subsequently IAC from 1pm to 3pm.
After that, I am going back home by cab. Catch up on all the manga reading that I have missed.
Watch the anime shana something something.
Watch Fated to Love you episode 17 sub - will be released by then.
Rewatch my Korean DVD - Goong.
Maybe. Just maybe I will go shopping for that day.
It has been awhile since I last physically do shopping with a smile on my face!
I will go to Haji Lane and get my gems so that I can stick on my arrow tubes and spell out "Archery". I need to buy a gold belly dancing skirt. A new pair of heels!
Oh...and a new hoodie!
Holiday is coming SOOOOOOOON!!
5 more weeks babe!! Then after E-Learning week is 4 weeks more!!
Damn. One week has pass by! I need to work hard!
Stacy ah stacy .... 3 more weeks hor to the showdown!
But if I lose ar. Give me face okay :)
Then to Aishah!
Wahsey babe!
Thank you the Thank you the Thank you very much!!!
Sorry that I am such a troublesome little thwart!
And next time we go Ramen Ten okay! My treat =)
And don't say don't want ah. I insist!!
She is my saviour today!
Makashi banget ye! Rasa seneeeeeng skali!
Steffi moving to Toa Payoh sooon!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Now more fun!
You know. For a primary school friend, Steffi is my longest one that I had kept in contact with!
Like really really keep in contact.
We can like be MIA from each others life for 7 months but when we chat up or meet up, whoa man .... we can continue our conversation going and going and going!
Even Juwita, same primary and secondary, I am not so tight with her.
If there is any Thailand trip, I am sure to call her up!
She is so gun on with traveling issues!
Miss that girl a bunch! Now can have supper and late night hang out with her =)
Must the the magical works of drama.
Just watched Fated to Love you episode 16.
Ah ma Gawd! I seriously love that drama! I am concurrently running 2 dramas at once.
Smiling Pasta and Fated to Love you.
There is still 6 more unreleased episodes of the latter one.
Next week .... E-Learning!
Going for Archery EVERYDAY!
Except for Tuesday. I am going to only take that day off to rest.
I will do nothing that has any association with Archery!
No bow training. No watching of archery videos. No push up. No straining of myself.
IS is from 10am to 12noon and subsequently IAC from 1pm to 3pm.
After that, I am going back home by cab. Catch up on all the manga reading that I have missed.
Watch the anime shana something something.
Watch Fated to Love you episode 17 sub - will be released by then.
Rewatch my Korean DVD - Goong.
Maybe. Just maybe I will go shopping for that day.
It has been awhile since I last physically do shopping with a smile on my face!
I will go to Haji Lane and get my gems so that I can stick on my arrow tubes and spell out "Archery". I need to buy a gold belly dancing skirt. A new pair of heels!
Oh...and a new hoodie!
Holiday is coming SOOOOOOOON!!
5 more weeks babe!! Then after E-Learning week is 4 weeks more!!
Damn. One week has pass by! I need to work hard!
Stacy ah stacy .... 3 more weeks hor to the showdown!
But if I lose ar. Give me face okay :)
Then to Aishah!
Wahsey babe!
Thank you the Thank you the Thank you very much!!!
Sorry that I am such a troublesome little thwart!
And next time we go Ramen Ten okay! My treat =)
And don't say don't want ah. I insist!!
She is my saviour today!
Makashi banget ye! Rasa seneeeeeng skali!
Steffi moving to Toa Payoh sooon!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Now more fun!
You know. For a primary school friend, Steffi is my longest one that I had kept in contact with!
Like really really keep in contact.
We can like be MIA from each others life for 7 months but when we chat up or meet up, whoa man .... we can continue our conversation going and going and going!
Even Juwita, same primary and secondary, I am not so tight with her.
If there is any Thailand trip, I am sure to call her up!
She is so gun on with traveling issues!
Miss that girl a bunch! Now can have supper and late night hang out with her =)
Labels: June 2008
Get metal bow - Win & Win Inno Carbon
Get Archery Jacket!!
Red Ipod Shuffle!
Better marks for Semester 2:GPA 3.5
Not give up in Archery
Thailand next year
Go to Japan and S.Korea
Get JLPT 4 certificate
Beat Stacy 30 meter score
Beat Yishan 30 meter score
Be less SPENDTHRIFT!!
Get my health back on track
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